Cell by cell, my piece
of the world, my body
     My Consciousness My Life
one thing after another
is everything, to me
     Everything At The Same Time
while routinely
I am who I am
     Unfolding Bloom Connection
until it no longer works
expectations fail
     Yours and Mine
due to incapacity, an accident
or pain with a diagnosis
     Collapsing New Buildings
no future together
not really enough dynamics
     Bridges Remain Unfinished
no parenting, goodbye
to those thoughts about myself
     Transition Pass Leap
trying to get out
of the hole in which
     Sad Scared Persevering
I crawled away
waiting for strength
     Space A New Balance
going back into the world
looking for safe places
     Exodus Desert New Land
thinking along with the pain
about what is going on
     Do What I Can Do
to where it is going
and what can be saved
     Embracing Myself Again
living to the limit
as life is