| I know now that I | |
| actually am depressed -- | |
| in a manic mood. | |
| Ik weet nu dat ik | Ich weiß jetzt, dass ich |
| in mijn manische buien -- | während meiner Manien -- |
| juist depressief ben. | sehr depressiv bin. |
Amsterdam, 2026-01-30
My struggle 2. A Man in Love (Karl Ove Knausgård) - 2009
Autobiographical novel "Min Kamp. Andre bok", part 3 - January 2005, Gnesta (Södermanslands län, south-west of Stockholm)
Collection: Leaving
Tribute to: Knausgård, Karl Ove
| I leave the light on, | |
| I'm afraid of the darkness -- | |
| here, inside my head. | |
| Ik laat het licht aan, | Lass das Licht an, denn |
| want ik ben bang, bang voor het -- | ich fürchte die Dunkelheit -- |
| donker in mijn hoofd. | hier, in meinem Kopf. |
Amsterdam, 2024-05-30
thought- (Lidy van Marissing) - 2008
Poem "na-" (collection "Zoek de lege gebieden")
Collection: Within the walls
Tribute to: Van Marissing, Lidy
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Under the night filter |
Amsterdam, 2024-01-22
Night filter: nuit américaine / day-for-night
Collection: Pending rain
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Can people still have a discussion with me? |
Amsterdam, 2023-05-07
Collection: Greeting from before
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk
| Slow lava creeps up | |
| on you and it swallows you -- | |
| There is nothing left. | |
| Langzame lava | Langsame Lava |
| bekruipt je en verzwelgt je -- | beschleicht dich und verschlingt dich -- |
| Er blijft niets over. | Da bleibt nichts übrig. |
Amsterdam, 2023-04-27
I'm not there (Lize Spit) - 2020
Novel "Ik ben er niet", page 374
Collection: Shelter
Tribute to: Spit, Lize
| My energy sinks | |
| away in my head somewhere -- | |
| I have a black hole. | |
| Ergens in mijn hoofd | Meine Energie |
| zakt al mijn energie weg -- | sinkt tief in meinem Kopf, weg -- |
| Ik heb een zwart gat. | in ein schwarzes Loch. |
Amsterdam, 2022-02-10
The rat of Amsterdam (Pieter Waterdrinker) - 2020
Novel "De rat van Amsterdam"
Collection: After the festivities
Tribute to: Waterdrinker, Pieter
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The day has overtones |
Amsterdam, 2019-12-09
Collection: Bruises
| I am spurting out | |
| of the sea, it's still too cold -- | |
| to die in it now. | |
| Ik spurt de zee uit, | Ich spurte sofort |
| het is er nog veel te koud -- | aus dem Meer, es ist zu kalt -- |
| om in dood te gaan. | um drin zu sterben. |
Amsterdam, 2014-11-30
Letter 801 (Vincent van Gogh) - 1889
Half-hearted death wish
letter of September 10th, 1889 to Theo van Gogh
Collection: Willegos
Tribute to: Van Gogh, Vincent
| Nothing but canvas | |
| FULL OF PAINT! No one wants this -- | |
| yellow symphony. | |
| Alleen maar doeken | Nur Leinen VOLLER |
| VOL VERF! Niemand wil er een -- | FARBE! Niemand will eine -- |
| symfonie in geel. | Symphonie in Gelb. |
Amsterdam, 2014-11-29
Brieven 660 en 537 (Theo van Gogh) - 1888
Impasto
Letter of August 13th, 1888 to Theo van Gogh
Letter of October 28th, 1885 to Theo van Gogh
Collection: Look at me
Tribute to: Van Gogh, Vincent
