My expectation

dreams night after night of deeds --


between the bed sheets.


Mijn verwachting droomtMeine Erwartung
alle nachten van daden --träumt jede Nacht von Taten --

tussen de lakens.zwischen den Laken.

Poem H6361
Amsterdam, 2026-07-16
To bed, to bed (Anna de Bruyckere) - 2020
Poem "Naar bed, naar bed" (collection "Voor permanente bewoning")
Collection: Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the years 2020-2029
Tribute to: De Bruyckere, Anna 
 

It is precisely

the dreams one pursues that set --


everything on fire.


Het zijn de dromenEs sind die Träume,
die je najaagt, die alles --denen einer nachjagt, die --

in de fik steken.alles anzünden.

Poem S3155
Amsterdam, 2026-05-14
Great love advice (Ellen Deckwitz) - 2026
Column "Geweldig liefdesadvies", in the NRC of May 12th, 2026
Collection: Death on Cast
Tribute to: Deckwitz, Ellen 
 

The bells ring freedom

so hopefully, so clearly --


It is drugging me.


Zo hoopvol, helder,Die Glocken läuten
luiden de klokken vrijheid --die Freiheit so hoffnungsvoll --

dat het mij verdooft.dass es mich betäubt.

Poem S3149
Amsterdam, 2026-05-10
1984 (George Orwell) - 1949
Novel "nineteen eighty-four" - Winston Smith becomes captivated by the song "Oranges and Lemons" ("The Bells of St. Clement's")
Collection: Known
Tribute to: Orwell, George 
 

Young people want to

be wise, while old people want --


to be vigorous.


Wie jong is, wil graagDie Jungen wollen
wijs zijn, terwijl wie oud is --weise sein, und die Alten --

energiek wil zijn.eben energisch.

Poem S3141
Amsterdam, 2026-05-05
Late (Salman Rushdie) - 2025
Story, paragraph 5, collection "The Eleventh Hour" (page 135)
Collection: Wind
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

Zywa Come soon

There's always a way
to do it differently
and come home
Not in your mind, but
running, on the wind
on electricity, or kerosene
I dream you towards me

You come in hiking boots
by bike, on a sled
or from liane to liane
You cross the mountains
the seas, and all borders
to come to me
to be with me

I dream you towards me
on skis, a surfboard
a magic carpet
or in a basket
under a big pink balloon
There's always a way
but you should do it soon

Poem 5911
Amsterdam, 2026-02-20
Get Here (Brenda Russell) - 1988
Song, album "Moontan"
Collection: More
Tribute to: Russell, Brenda 
Dedicated to: Madelief dK 
 

In your youth you dream

of wealth, when you are rich you --


dream of being young.


In je jeugd droom jeJung, träumt man davon,
van rijkdom, als je rijk bent --reicht zu sein, und reich, träumt man --

droom je van jong zijn.davon, jung zu sein.

Poem S3080
Amsterdam, 2026-02-16
A Brief history of Eternal Life (Tiina Raevaara) - 2024
Study "Ikuisen elämän lyhyt historia"
Collection: Willegos
Tribute to: Raevaara, Tiina 
 

Do not write wishful

thinking, it won't enrich you --


only actions do.


Schrijf geen wensdromen,Keine Wunschträume,
ze verrijken je niet, dat --denn die bereichern dich nicht --

doen alleen daden.nur Taten tun das.

Poem S3053
Amsterdam, 2026-01-16
Within the skin (Han Voskuil) - 2009
Autobiographical novel "Binnen de huid" (written 1964-1967), chapter 21 - November 13th, 1954, Amsterdam (about "La Chartreuse de Parme" ["The Charterhouse of Parma", 1839, Stendhal])
Collection: Elude
Tribute to: Voskuil, Han; Stendhal 
 

So, if there are gods,

please let one of them come now --


and impregnate me.


Als er goden zijn,Wenn es Götter gibt,
mag een van hen nu komen --möge einer jetzt kommen --

en mij bevruchten.und mich schwängern.

Poem H6012
Amsterdam, 2025-11-14
Collection: Elude
 

I'm longing for home,

somewhere, I keep drawing it --


Simply, like a child.


Ik verlang naar huis,Ich sehne mich nach
ergens, ik teken het steeds --Zuhause und zeichne es --

Simpel, als een kind.Einfach, wie ein Kind.

Poem S2880
Amsterdam, 2025-08-14
The displaced (Frida Vogels) - 1994
Verse "De ontheemden", published in the collection "De harde kern 3" ("The hard core 3", part IX [Marriage], and in "Diary 1970-1971" - January 21st, 1970, Bologna
Collection: Lookout
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

I fly towards the

sun and through its fire-fingers --


into the darkness.


Ik vlieg naar de zonIch fliege durch die
en tussen zijn vuurvingers --Feuerfinger der Sonne --

door het donker in.in die Dunkelheit.

Poem H5599
Amsterdam, 2025-06-11
Dear Mrs. Eva (Valentijn de Heer) - 2023
Novel "Beste mevrouw Eva", chapter 10
Collection: Blankets of snow
Tribute to: De Heer, Valentijn 
 

When my desire grows

weary and weak, there is hope --


that will nourish it.


Als mijn verlangenWenn mein Verlangen
moe wordt, begint mijn hoop --erlahmt, beginnt die Hoffnung --

het te verzorgen.es zu ernähren.

Poem H5476
Amsterdam, 2025-05-19
You now (Griet Op de Beeck) - 2016
Short stories "Gij nu", story 'misschien was dat wel echte eenzaamheid meer nog dan geen mensen zien eigen gedachten die niet worden tegengesproken' ('maybe that was real loneliness even more than not seeing people one's own thoughts that are not contradicted'), chapter Two
Collection: Stall
Tribute to: Op de Beeck, Griet 
 

Don't dream, only then

will you see the light, won't you --


be blinded by it.


Droom niet, alleen danTräume nicht, nur dann
kun je het licht zien, zul je --wirst du's Licht sehen und nicht --

niet verblind worden.geblendet werden.

Poem H5309
Amsterdam, 2025-03-13
All we imagine as light (Payal Kapadia) - 2024
Film "Prabhayay Ninachathellam"
Collection: Changing Times
Tribute to: Kapadia, Payal 
 

The world is silent,

at night people are inside --


warm or hankering.


De wereld is stil,Die Welt ist sehr still,
's nachts is iedereen binnen --nachts sind alle drinnen, warm --

warm of verlangend.oder sehnsüchtig.

Poem H5230
Amsterdam, 2025-02-08
Moon Viewing Music (Peter Garland) - 2018
Composition for three gongs, part 3 "Only the moon / high in the sky / as an empty reminder - / but if looking at it, we just remember, / our two hearts may meet" (tanka by Saigyo, 1118-1190, translated by Burton Watson), performed in the Organpark on four gongs by Pepe Garcia on February 8th, 2025
Collection: org anp ARK 
Tribute to: Saigyo 
Composer: Garland, Peter 
 

The ideal person:

would she be loved, or would he --


destroy everything?


De idealeDer Idealmensch:
mens: zou die geliefd zijn, of --geliebt? Oder würde er --

alles verwoesten?alles zerstören?

Poem S2549
Amsterdam, 2025-02-05
Helena, the wife of Menelaus of Sparta, was fathered by the supreme god to end overpopulation
Non-physical ideals (concepts) can also have devastating consequences

Collection: Froend
 

We dream of something

new, suddenly a new path --


in the well-known woods.


We dromen van ietsWir träumen oft von
nieuws, plotseling een nieuw pad --plötzlich einem neuen Weg --

in onze bossen.in unserem Wald.

Poem H5082
Amsterdam, 2024-11-19
the Passion (Jeanette Winterson) - 1987
Novel, chapter 1 the Emperor
Collection: Passage Passion
Tribute to: Winterson, Jeanette 
 

Although they both want

it, sweet young girls cannot save --


frustrated old men.


Beiden willen het,Beide wollen es,
maar meisjes kunnen oude --doch Mädchen können alte --

mannen niet redden.Männer nicht retten.

Poem S2323
Amsterdam, 2024-08-24
The Black Prince (Iris Murdoch) - 1973
Comical novel, A Celebration of Love, part One
Collection: Dreams of love
Tribute to: Murdoch, Iris 
 

Wake up, don't marry

him if you are not yearning --


for him in sweet dreams.


Trouw toch niet met hemHeirate ihn nicht,
als je niet naar hem verlangt --wenn du dich nicht nach ihm sehnst --

in mooie dromen.in schönen Träumen.

Poem H4840
Amsterdam, 2024-08-10
The Servants and the Snow (Iris Murdoch) - 1970
Play, Act One
Collection: Dreams of love
Tribute to: Murdoch, Iris 
 

Purely virginal

is their ardent desire to --


become a mother!


Zo maagdelijk isRein jungfräulich ist
hun vurige verlangen --ihr brennendes Verlangen --

naar het moederschap!Mutter zu werden!

Poem H4749
Amsterdam, 2024-07-08
Shame (Salman Rushdie) - 1983
Novel / Exposition with stories, part 1, chapter 1 Dumb waiter
Collection: Shadows
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

In his dream he gropes

for her and the night also --


seeks her hiding-place.


In zijn droom tast hijIm Traum tastet er
naar haar en ook de nacht zoekt --nach ihr und auch die Nacht sucht --

waar ze zich verschuilt.wo sie sich versteckt.

Poem S2214
Amsterdam, 2024-06-08
The beauty of the husband (Anne Carson) - 2001
Poetic fictional essay, Tango XIII
Collection: Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the years 2000-2009
Tribute to: Carson, Anne 
 

Zywa Virginal

You are too beautiful
to be touched
by anyone, by me

alone, I hope
if I may, if I dare
to do what someone may one day

I pass your house
There is only a window
between me and your bed

in which I dream myself
when I cannot sleep
and hold my breath

and time stands still
intoxicated by your lips
I feel your hand

on my chest, no
I won't run away
when you open the door

Poem 5524
Amsterdam, 2024-05-06
Layla's Mad Lover (Nizami) - 1192
Narrative poem "Leili-o-Majnun" by Nizami Ganjavi (from Ganja)
Film "Une histoire d'amour et de désir" ("A story of love and desire", 2021, Leyla Bouzid)
Song "Layla" (1970, Eric Clapton, album "Layla and Other Assorted Love Songs" by Derek and the Domino's)

Collection: It takes a lot of tries to make a début
Tribute to: Nezami Ganjavi; Clapton, Eric 
 

You change every day,

you don't want me, I miss what --


has not even been.


Jij verandert steeds,Du bist wandelbar,
je wilt me niet, en ik mis --willst mich nicht, ich vermisse --

wat niet is geweest.was nicht einmal war.

Poem H4462
Amsterdam, 2024-01-25
Ruby Tuesday (Keith Richards, The Rolling Stones) - 1967
Song (USA-album "Between the Buttons"); also sung in 1970 by Melanie [Safka]
Collection: Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the years 1960-1979
Tribute to: Richards, Keith; The Rolling Stones 
 

Drowning refugees,

sailing to the other side --


of their hope, their dream.


Vluchters verdrinkenFlüchtlinge, auf dem
op weg naar de overkant --Weg zur anderen Seite --

van hun hoop, hun droom.ihres Hoffnungstraums.

Poem S2008
Amsterdam, 2023-11-22
Munya (Abdelkader Benali) - 2008
Novel, chapter Morocco
Munya = Wish/Desire/ What is longed for permanently even though it is very difficult to get

Collection: Passage Passion
Tribute to: Benali, Abdelkader 
 

Just you, all of you,

and my imagination --


and my hankering.


Alleen jij, allesNur du, nur alles
van jou, en mijn fantasie --von dir, nur mein Bild von dir --

en mijn verlangen.und mein Verlangen.

Poem H4297
Amsterdam, 2023-11-21
Just (After Song of Songs) (David Lang) - 2014
Song, used in 2015 in the film "Youth" by Paolo Sorrentino; performed by Lichtbende in the Organpark on November 17th, 2023
Collection: org ANP ark 
Composer: Lang, David 
 

It's our secret bed,

there in the dark, where we live --


dreaming together.


Ons geheime bedDas geheime Bett
in het donker, daar leef ik --im Dunkeln, dort lebe ich --

droom ik mij bij jou.träume mich bei dir.

Poem H4126
Amsterdam, 2023-09-09
Communion (Breyten Breytenbach) - 1979
Poem "Nagmaal" ("Communion": sacrament), written in prison, sung on the cd "Mondmusiek" (2001)
Collection: The Note Tree
Tribute to: Breytenbach, Breyten 
 

Zywa Chain of fire

Underground, my thoughts
collide with him
They tear flames

from his stature, from his voice
They blow fire into his house
put a fire around his wife

A chain of craters
Ash clouds over the world
And me in the Peaceful Centre

of the catastrophes
which must hit his marriage
without harming him

How many aftershocks to go?
How much heat?
How much desire?

Poem 5224
Amsterdam, 2023-05-28
Ring of fire (Johnny Cash) - 1963
Song (Valerie June Carter and Johnny Cash), sung by Johnny Cash (1963, album "Ring of Fire: the Best of Johnny Cash")
Circle of VEI 8 volcanoes surrounding the Pacific Ocean

Collection: Without reserve
 

I'm whirling, whirling

around my heart, there's a gate --


it's the gate to love.


Ik wervel, wervelIch wirble, wirble
om mijn hart, er is een poort --um mein Herz, da ist ein Tor --

de poort naar liefde.das Tor zur Liebe.

Poem H3523
Amsterdam, 2022-10-24
Love (Jila Mossaed) - 2005
Poem "Kärleken" (collection "Under floden ligger en kudde")
The Sama-ritual of the Sufis (whirling trance dance)

Collection: Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the years 2000-2009
Tribute to: Mossaed, Jila 
 

Zywa In bed I think you

In bed I think you
close to me, I am -
my shapes in your hands
and can forget for a while

My belly on the inside full
of bruises, right there
I long for you, I want to feel
you and not know an hour

Clean and fragrant from the bath
happily ever after
sucking and caressing
horsing around immortally

Do what I can do, dream
take my mind off, change
my horizon until you are here
and eat something in between

Poem 4729
Amsterdam, 2022-10-17
Collection: Dearme
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

Zywa Across the street

She bends over, her buttocks on show
while she puts her shoes away
She never looks through the window

I never can make contact with her
across the street and expose
me and my desire

It is hot, it's blowing so hot
through the city that I would leave
space in between us, caress her

only lightly, not lie against her
and first put out the light
or close the curtains, with a chink

by the window, happy to lie
awake from the heat, next to her
close to her body

Poem 4605
Amsterdam, 2022-08-08
Night windows (Edward Hopper) - 1928
Painting
Collection: NightWatch
Tribute to: Hopper, Edward 
 

My love spell on you:

take only notice of me --


only care of me.


Ik betover je:Ich verzaubere
let voortaan alleen op mij --dich: achte nur noch auf mich --

geef alleen om mij.liebe nur noch mich.

Poem H3270
Amsterdam, 2022-04-11
I put a spell on you (Jay Hawkins / Nina Simone) - 1956
Song (album "At Home with Screamin' Jay Hawkins" [1958])
Sung by Nina Simone in 1965

Collection: Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the years 1940-1959
Tribute to: Hawkins, Jay; Simone, Nina 
 

Zywa Sad song

I do love you
of me, because I love you
Only you!

I do love you, love you, love
These words are rather plain
no, there is nothing to explain
I only have to sing that I love you

I do want you, want you, want
So hear, my needs are clear
oh hear, forget your fear
of me, because I love you

     I do love you
     it's safe, you can surrender
     to feel the love I offer you

     Please, do not worry
     about the world, about everything
     that threatens to go wrong

     Let it go, let me come
     into your heart, into you arms
     then you will no longer be alone

     Just listen to a sad song
     then you will be better
     then you will be free for me

Poem 4282
Amsterdam, 2021-12-31
Michelle / Hey Jude (Paul McCartney, The Beatles) - 1965
Adaptation of the songs "Michelle" (1965, The Beatles, album "Rubber soul") and "Hey Jude" (1968, The Beatles)
Collection: Lilith's Powers
Tribute to: The Beatles; McCartney, Paul 
 

Zywa Live my dream

You rushed thunderclouds
and blew the warmth
away, you blew away
I dream you

safe in my love
under waterfalls of happiness
I dream and dream
and dream again

but it keeps snowing
Is there a coat against the cold?
Is there a coat with thick pockets?
Is there a coat warm enough?

Come in my arms, with magic
you get everything you wish
Put on your blue dress
and shake your hair loose

I dream you
safe in our love
With magic the sun shines
With magic you smile at me

Poem 4201
Amsterdam, 2021-12-07
David Bowie - 1967
- "When I live my dream"
- "Silly boy blue"
- "Sell me a coat"
- "In the heat of the morning"
- "Let me sleep beside you"
Songs on the Album "David Bowie" (1967, Australian release 1968)

Collection: Moons
Tribute to: Bowie, David 
 

Zywa Pregnant of future

The dogs left the town, away
from the barbed wire rolls
in the streets, I walk crooked
with my nose above
their trail to freedom
and the danger of their teeth

I can do it if you, will you
are you coming too, barefoot
in peace, our love all night
guarded by the dogs
and your belly pregnant
of future?

I lie awake, listen
whether you come
I hear the neighbours
utter cries of pleasure
and desire for each other
the desire for more
the desire for eternal happiness

Poem 3854
Amsterdam, 2021-06-28
Collection: More
 

Sorry for last year,

you were and you are my dream --


till you stay with me.


Het spijt me van toen,Vergib mir damals,
je was en je bent mijn droom --du warst und du bist mein Traum --

tot je bij me blijft.bis du bei mir bleibst.

Poem H2960
Amsterdam, 2021-05-19
Last Year at Marienbad (Alain Resnais & Alain Robbe-Grillet) - 1961
Film "L'Année dernière à Marienbad"
Collection: Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the years 1960-1979
Tribute to: Resnais, Alain; Robbe-Grillet, Alain 
 

Zywa Ballerina

The girl looked at me
as I entered
Her eyes followed

my slow steps
my high knees, and
my waving wayang arms

Like an office ballerina
from the Ministry of Silly Walks
I offered her a glass of water

Then I took her hand
and pulled her up

I closed my eyes
unleashed my tongue, my voice
my muscles, and my weight

flowing around her
squirming on the floor
and somersaulting around

until I felt thirsty
eased off little by little
and loooked where I was

Poem 3765
Amsterdam, 2021-04-29
John Cleese in 1970
Collection: Metamorphic body
Tribute to: Monty Python 
 

Zywa Waiting for the hereafter

The old failure is dragged up
by a fanatic who wants to try
again, in glowing words

he tells the dream
as a promise, a duty
yes, that is our culture

to live worry-free and worry
telling stories
like in the blank ages

without prophets who want to
be consistent and threatening
with hell and damnation

sell a sacred promise
of peace and health
for compliance

What we think we have
we would lose
if we don't give it up

Then rather give us a king
or a general, rather anything
then wait for the hereafter

Poem 3509
Amsterdam, 2021-02-24
Samson (situated in 1100 BCE)
Maqabees 167-164 (Maqqaba = Hammer)

Collection: The King
 

Zywa Open me

Our village is too small
I only have grandma
to go and talk to

I massage her shoulders
and she runs her fingers
through my hair, I arch
my back for more, deeper

I stretch my body
until her hand breaks me open
as a woman, who will
break me open as a woman?

The guys who don't see me
and the guys with staring eyes
who think to undress me
have nothing to offer me

I'm looking for one in between
who knows what he wants, and
only has to give
his virginity to me

Poem 3167
Amsterdam, 2020-09-12
Collection: It takes a lot of tries to make a début
 

Zywa Dreamed love

People want rocks
build their lives on them
Houses that last

People want to hammer
their existence in memories
that last

People don't want to be nameless
but the name Love
will do

People want to believe
in the people
they need

People want to believe
in the power
of their dreams

Poem 3071
Amsterdam, 2020-07-07
Collection: The Big Secret
 

I'm dreaming of ships

when I'm awake, in my dreams --


they are sailing past.


Overdag droom ikIch träume Schiffe
van schepen, in mijn dromen --wenn ich wach bin, in Träumen --

varen ze voorbij.segeln sie vorbei.

Poem S0995
Amsterdam, 2020-03-08
The West (Sjoerd Kuyper) - 1979
Poem "Het westen". Fragments of it were published in the magazine Mandala (III-1), the entire poem was published under the title "De dichter droomt" ("The poet dreams", 1980-1981)
Collection: VacantVoid
Tribute to: Kuyper, Sjoerd 
 

A car stops, because

I'm standing at the window --


and yes, I can come.


Er stopt een autoEin Auto hält an,
omdat ik voor het raam sta --weil ich vor dem Fenster steh --

en ja, ik mag mee.Ich kann mitkommen.

Poem H2311
Amsterdam, 2018-11-03
Hear my voice now (Franca Treur) - 2017
Novel "Hoor nu mijn stem", chapter 12
Collection: On the fly
Tribute to: Treur, Franca 
 

Zywa The secret rules

A teenager again, ignorant
of what I want, confused
of all kinds of things, seeking
what I need
and discovering what not

I dream of freedom
and still wish to learn
the secret rules
of sex, the interplay
of eyes, skin, and hands

how to step across the threshold
and expose myself
with another person
to the mystery
of maturity

Poem 1599
Amsterdam, 2017-11-05
Collection: It takes a lot of tries to make a début
 

The harbour bell blocks

all men with colourful socks --


in the Northern Docks.


De klokken lokkenDie Glocken locken
mannen met bonte sokken --Männer mit bunten Socken --

naar noorderdokken!zu den Norddocken.

Poem S0273
Amsterdam, 2015-02-03
Northern Docks (Ilja Leonard Pfeijffer) - 2004
Poem "Noorderdokken" (in De Revisor 5/6, December 2004, and in the collection "In de naam van de hond", 2005)
Collection: Palace of the night
Tribute to: Pfeijffer, Ilja Leonard 
 

I dream in the swing

of the wind to be caressed --


by hands of your heart.


Ik lig te dromenIch träume mit dir
in de schommel van de wind --im Schaukel des Windes, dass --

dat jouw hart mij streelt.dein Herz mich streichelt.

Poem H0591
Amsterdam, 2013-09-30
Letter from board (Hans Lodeizen) - 1949
Poem "Brief van boord" (published in "De vrije bladen" ["The free papers"], 1949, volume 20, book 5)
Collection: Moist glow
Tribute to: Lodeizen, Hans 
 

Just hop from the earth,

skip the water and the fire --


jump up to heaven.


Hink van de aarde,Hüpf von der Erde,
stap over water en vuur --über Wasser und Feuer --

spring naar de hemel.springe zum Himmel.

Poem H0222
Amsterdam, 2012-02-28
Triple jump
Collection: The King
 

Zywa Expecting

I don't want to want, just
to be like everyone
warm me to the sun

on my balcony in the morning
receive what the day will offer me
and be happy, even if I'm not

I don't want to want, just
to hope that my blood doesn't flow
and new life will grow

warm me to the child
that invents personal names
and finds unbeaten roads

I don't want to want, just
to be with a man
satisfying each other and then

one more time, just as often
one more time, until I'm hit
and can go on, satiated

Poem 85
Amsterdam, 2007-07-22
Collection: Heart's Delight
Dedicated to: C W 
 

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