Zywa Between daring and fear

I leap into the depths
and don't fall, in a spiral
I float gently, carried
by a wave

of thoughts, between
heaven and earth, between
daring and fear, between
mescaline and awakening

Scenes from my life
light up as if I were flying
from time to time, place to place
and being who I was there

relaxed
one with myself
under a cloud
of later knowledge

Poem 5866
Amsterdam, 2026-02-08
Spiral waves (Torstein Lavik Larsen en Fredrik Rasten) - 2026
Sequel to this poem: 5868. Between past and future
Composition "Heliacal Waves" (duo "Pip"), performed on February 7th, 2026 at the 4th Echonance Festival in the Organpark, titled "Aural Cartographies", by Torstein Lavik Larsen (trumpet, organ), Fredrik Rasten (guitar, organ), Elisabeth Smalt (viola), Seamus Cater (concertina [predecessor of the bandoneon]), Reinier van Houdt (organ), Claudio Baroni (organ), and Lucie Nezri (organ)
Lines 1 through 8: the first part of the three-part composition
Lines 9 through 16: the second part of the three-part composition
Carlos Castaneda (Cajamarca 1925-1998, lucid dreaming)

Collection: org anp ARK 
Composers: Larsen, Torstein Lavik; Rasten, Fredrik 
 

It is getting dark.

From my attic window I --


build a steel-blue dream.


Het wordt al donker.Im Zwielicht baue
Vanuit mijn dakraam bouw ik --ich von meinem Dachlicht aus --

een staalblauwe droom.stahlblaue Träume.

Poem H5691
Amsterdam, 2025-07-16
I'm building a drea. A small act (Frida Vogels) - 1994
Poem "Ik bouw een droom. Een kleine handeling", published in the collection "De harde kern 3" ("The hard core 3", part II [Paris]) - March 6th, 1954, Paris
Collection: ThereFrom
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

My adventures just

seem like dreams within a dream --


A dream of my own?


Mijn ervaringenWas ich erlebe,
lijken dromen in een droom --kommt mir vor wie Träume in --

Is die van mijzelf?einem Traum, von mir?

Poem S2976
Amsterdam, 2024-09-26
A Dream Within a Dream (Edgar Allan Poe) - 1827
Poem
The fleeting nature of life is similar to what you experience in your dreams (The Aboriginal concept of Dreamtime, Jukurrpa [Beforetime], is quite different)

Collection: Glimpsed
Tribute to: Poe, Edgar Allan 
 

I'm dreaming my life

in a parallel world, it's --


a roller-coaster.


Ik droom mijn levenMein Leben träumen,
in een parallelwereld --in einer Parallelwelt --

Het is een achtbaan.einer Achterbahn.

Poem S2159
Amsterdam, 2024-03-27
Area 19 (Esther Gerritsen) - 2023
In response to Esther Gerritsen's lack of critical imagination in describing the mental rollercoaster in her novel "Gebied 19", with a reference from me to the story "De achtbaan" ("The roller-coaster", 1953, Belcampo)
Area 19 is a part of the visual cortex in the brain

Collection: Held True
Tribute to: Gerritsen, Esther 
 

On the internet,

you can have parallel worlds --


and parallel lives.


Op het internetIm Internet gibt
zijn parallelwerelden --es Parallelwelten und --

parallellevens.Parallelleben.

Poem S2160
Amsterdam, 2024-03-27
Area 19 (Esther Gerritsen) - 2023
Inspiration for the novel "Gebied 19"
Area 19 is a part of the visual cortex in the brain

Collection: Held True
Tribute to: Gerritsen, Esther 
 

Father's green leather

briefcase is in the kitchen --


filled with many dreams.


In de keuken ligtIch schau auf Vaters
vaders groene leren tas --grüne Ledertasche, sie --

gevuld met dromen.ist voller Träume.

Poem H4248
Amsterdam, 2023-10-24
Pretty Mitchy and his father's green leather bag or not (Ronelda Kamfer) - 2011
Poem "Mooi Mitchy en sy pa se groen leersak of nie" (collection "Santekraam")
Collection: Glimpsed
Tribute to: Kamfer, Ronelda 
 

On the peak I dream

of La Vie Parisienne --


in Tijuana.


Op de berg droom ikAm Berg träume ich
van La Vie Parisienne --von La Vie Parisienne --

in Tijuana.in Tijuana.

Poem H4219
Amsterdam, 2023-10-14
Desolation Angels (Jack Kerouac) - 1965
Book, chapter 1-1-25, written 1956 (Jack Kerouac spends two months in de lookout shack on Desolation Peak, near Ross Lake in Washington State)
Collection: MistI
Tribute to: Kerouac, Jack 
 

Together we pick

handfuls, there's gold everywhere --


the buttercup gold.


Samen plukken weGemeinsam pflücken
handenvol, overal goud --wir Handvoll, überall Gold --

boterbloemengoud.Butterblumengold.

Poem H3997
Amsterdam, 2023-07-30
The PowerBook (Jeanette Winterson) - 2000
Novel, chapter "EMPTY TRASH"
Collection: No wonder
Tribute to: Winterson, Jeanette 
 

First they gently drum

to sleep, then hallucinate --


dreams, very loudly.


Eerst zachtjes in slaapLeise in den Schlaf
trommelen, dan luid een droom --trommeln, dann laut einen Traum --

hallucineren.halluzinieren.

Poem H3722
Amsterdam, 2023-02-11
lullaby (Delara Navaey) - 2023
Composition for electronically (MIDI) controlled barrel organ, performed by the Busy Drone in the Organpark on February 11th, 2023
Collection: org ANP ark 
Composer: Navaey, Delara 
 

Animals take me

into the night with the wind --


Call in the distance.


Dieren en de windTiere und der Wind
nemen mij mee de nacht in --nehmen mich mit in die Nacht --

Roep in de verte.Ruf in der Ferne.

Poem H3306
Amsterdam, 2022-05-27
Sound of Clay (Gemma Luz Bosch) - 2022
Composition, performed by Trio Kaer in the Organpark on May 27th, 2022
Collection: org ANP ark 
Composer: Bosch, Gemma Luz 
 

In the large bookcase

the cat is choosing the scent --


to lie down and dream.


Poes kiest in de kastZwischen den Büchern
een geur tussen de boeken --wählt die Katze einen Duft --

voor een mooie droom.für süße Träume.

Poem H3214
Amsterdam, 2022-03-05
Collection: The light of words
Dedicated to: Vincie vG 
 

Zywa I start a storm

The fortress: I roll out my mat
in the silence of sleeping cicadas
The wind is warm, time crawls
with the sun to Naples

It's all in my head
high above the noise of life

of crowded streets and shops
where the money never rolls far
looks are leery, kisses are fleeting
and hands are groping

It is not right
I start a storm
sweep chairs from the terraces
slam doors and blow dust

like night through the city
Guy-wires and bars rattle
a dog whines and a cat
glares at the perch

in the water of the harbour, wild
from my rebellious thoughts
that lie down after all
between the snails on my mat

Poem 2433
Amsterdam, 2019-09-29
The Fortétza (fortress) in Rétimno (Rethymno), April-May 1989
Collection: On living on [2]
 

Zywa Real fantasy

My own right started
underground, resisting
the parental authority
it bit its teeth
into itself

Théir religious own right also
started underground, resisting
the established authority
it bit its teeth
into itself
and into followers

it fantasized
over later and practised
violence

so that I must remain silent
underground, powerless
I hold on
to understanding
what is not allowed
to be said

I fantasize
over the past and football
without a ball

Poem 2207
Amsterdam, 2019-04-15
Timbuktu (Abderrahmane Sissako) - 2014
To play football without a ball is a scene in the movie "Timbuktu"
Collection: On living on [2]
Tribute to: Sissako, Abderrahmane 
 

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