I want to live on,

even in hell, if there is --


heaven afterward.


Ik wil leven, zelfsIch will leben, selbst
in de hel, als mij daarna --in der Hölle, wenn es da-

maar de hemel wacht.nach den Himmel gibt.

Poem H6219
Amsterdam, 2026-04-26
My last wish (Sylvain Lebel) - 1977
Song "Ma dernière volonté" (music Alice Dona), sung by Serge Reggiani (album "Venise n'est pas en Italie"), translated by Herman Pieter de Boer into "Laat me" ("Let me", sung by Ramses Shaffy, 1978, album "Dag en nacht")
Collection: Germ Substance
Tribute to: Lebel, Sylvain; Reggiani, Serge 
 

You always believed

in the heavenly trumpets --


so now I must blow!


Jij geloofde inDu hast geglaubt an
de hemelse bazuinen --die himmlischen Posaunen --

Ik moet wel blazen!Jetzt muss ich blasen!

Poem H5908
Amsterdam, 2025-08-30
You stare at me grimly, and I'm scared and recoil (Frida Vogels) - 1994
Poem "Grimmig staar je me aan, en ik schrik en deins terug", published in the collection "De harde kern 3" ("The hard core 3", part XI [Deceased]), and in "Diary 1974-1976" (2013) - August 22nd, 1974, Bologna
Collection: Overwritten
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Every heavenly

path leads you there and back down --


into the real world.


Elk hemels pad voertJeder himmlische
je heen en terug omlaag --Weg führt dich auch wieder hin-

weer de wereld in.unter in die Welt.

Poem H5765
Amsterdam, 2025-07-31
As when one descending, suddenly (Frida Vogels) - 1994
Poem "Zoals wanneer men dalend, plotseling", published in the collection "De harde kern 3" ("The hard core 3", part VII [Acquiescence]), and in "Diary 1964-1965" (2008) - May 15th, 1965, Bologna
Collection: Self-portraits
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

People suffer and

the earth too, I'm expecting --


the eternal light.


De mensen lijden,Menschen und Erde
de aarde ook, ik verwacht --leiden, ich schaue aus nach --

het eeuwige licht.dem ewigen Licht.

Poem S2664
Amsterdam, 2025-05-14
Primal Light (Clemens Brentano and Achim von Arnim / Gustav Mahler) - 1808
Song "Urlicht", from the poetry collection "Des Knaben Wunderhorn" (1808, Clemens Brentano and Achim von Arnim), set to music in 1892 by Gustav Mahler, and included in his 2nd Symphony of 1894
Collection: Moist glow
Tribute to: Brentano, Clemens; Von Arnim, Achim 
Composer: Mahler, Gustav 
 

This must be hell, but

how did I get here? There must --


have been an entrance.


Dit moet de hel zijn,Ist das die Hölle?
maar hoe kwam ik hier? Blijkbaar --Wie kam ich hier hin? Es gab --

was er een ingang.also einen Eingang.

Poem H4833
Amsterdam, 2024-08-06
Henry and Cato (Iris Murdoch) - 1976
Novel, part Two, The Great Teacher
Collection: Longing and Loss
Tribute to: Murdoch, Iris 
 

Am I in hell now?

I don't think it is heaven! --


There is no one here!


Kan dit de hel zijn?Kann's die Hölle sein?
De hemel kan het niet zijn! --Der Himmel kann es nicht sein! --

Er is hier niemand!Es ist niemand da!

Poem H4785
Amsterdam, 2024-07-18
Night scene (Henrik Ibsen / Edvard Grieg) - 1867
Play (music 1876), fifth act, "Nattscene" ("Night scene") - Peer Gynt dies
Collection: VacantVoid
Tribute to: Ibsen, Henrik 
Composer: Grieg, Edvard 
 

Heaven and hell are

just stories, so be careful --


what your beliefs are!


Hemel en hel zijnHimmel und Hölle
ook maar verhalen, pas op --sind nur Geschichten, pass auf --

met wat je gelooft!was du glauben willst!

Poem H4748
Amsterdam, 2024-07-06
"It ain't necessarily so" (Ira Gershwin / George Gershwin) - 1935
Song (Sportin' Life, lyrics Ira Gershwin) from the opera (libretto [1935] and novel [1925] and play "Porgy" [1927] by Edwin DuBose Heyward)
Collection: Em Brace
Tribute to: Gershwin, Ira; DuBose Heyward, Edwin 
Composer: Gershwin, George 
 

I do love you, but

my craving is still stronger --


It will take my life.


Ik hou van jou, maarIch liebe dich, nur,
mijn verlangen is sterker --meine Sehnsucht ist stärker --

Het kost mijn leven.Es ist wie sterben.

Poem S2252
Amsterdam, 2024-07-06
I loves you, Porgy (Edwin DuBose Heyward / Ira Gershwin / George Gershwin) - 1935
Song (Bess, lyrics Edwin DuBose Heyward and Ira Gershwin) from the opera (libretto [1935] and novel [1925] and play "Porgy" [1927] by Edwin DuBose Heyward), sung in 1957 by Nina Simone (album "Little Girl Blue", 1959)
Collection: Em Brace
Tribute to: Gershwin, Ira; Simone, Nina 
Composer: Gershwin, George 
 

The light at the end

of the tunnel is my hope:


heaven anyway.


Het licht aan het eindDas Licht am Ende
van de tunnel is mijn hoop --des Tunnels, meine Hoffnung:

op toch een hemel.der Himmel trotzdem.

Poem H4647
Amsterdam, 2024-05-27
Quichotte (Salman Rushdie) - 2019
Novel, part 3, chapter 21
Collection: Wind
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

Hell would be better,

but no gate opens, because --


she's already there.


Ze wil naar de hel,Sie will zur Hölle,
maar er gaat geen poort open --doch es öffnet sich kein Tor --

want ze is er al.weil sie schon da ist.

Poem S2194
Amsterdam, 2024-05-18
Shalimar the Clown (Salman Rushdie) - 2005
Novel, chapter Shalimar the Clown, § 2
Collection: Sludge
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

Angels come flying

in, hear, here must be heaven --


where the organ sounds.


Engelen vliegenEngel fliegen zu,
toe, hier moet de hemel zijn --hier muss der Himmel sein, wo --

waar het orgel klinkt.die Orgel erklingt.

Poem H4007
Amsterdam, 2023-08-01
A Song for St. Cecilia's Day (John Dryden) - 1687
Novel, stanza 7
Collection: No wonder
Tribute to: Dryden, John 
 

Hell is terrible!

One who does not know that will --


surely end up there.


De Hel is het ergst!Die Hölle ist schlimm!
Dat moet je weten, anders --Das musst du ja wissen, sonst --

kom je er terecht.wirst du dort landen.

Poem H3971
Amsterdam, 2023-07-25
Oranges are not the only fruit (Jeanette Winterson) - 1985
Novel, part "Exodus"
Collection: No wonder
Tribute to: Winterson, Jeanette 
 

But what good is God

or science if you suffer --


from living in hell?


Wat heb je aan GodWas nützt Gott, oder
of aan de wetenschap als --die Wissenschaft, wenn man tief --

je in de hel leeft?in der Hölle lebt?

Poem S1823
Amsterdam, 2023-07-11
The Good Apprentice (Iris Murdoch) - 1985
Novel, chapter 3, part 3
Collection: Longing and Loss
Tribute to: Murdoch, Iris 
 

Zywa Dreaming of Hell

Why are there people dreaming
of hell, a formless world
with leafless trees, beastly

people, thirsty victims
theatres where the murders are real
and of slogans written in blood?

Why do they fantasise like this
about a better life
about a new beginning?

Why are there people dreaming
of freedom, equality, fraternity
without prelates and politicians?

Why don't they sing
the song of humanity
Why

do they numb themselves
to explode
their pettiness?

Poem 5230
Amsterdam, 2023-06-05
Man, you should explode (Namdea Dhasal) - 1972
Poem (collection "Golpitha", 1973)
Collection: Changing Times
Tribute to: Dhasal, Namdea 
 

The murmuring sounds

eternal, so shall it be --


in the hereafter.


Het geroezemoesDas Stimmengewirr
klinkt eeuwig, zo zal het gaan --klingt wie Ewigkeit, so wird --

in het hiernamaals.es im Jenseits sein.

Poem H3755
Amsterdam, 2023-03-11
The Office - And melancholy, too (Han Voskuil) - 1999
Novel "Het Bureau - En ook weemoedigheid"
Page 888, Maarten Koning (1982)

Collection: Frustration
Tribute to: Voskuil, Han 
 

A variety

of pleasure will be needed --


for an afterlife.


Veel afwisselingEine Vielfalt an
van genot is er nodig --Vergnügen wird benötigt --

voor een hiernamaals.sein für ein Jenseits.

Poem S1574
Amsterdam, 2022-11-26
Collection: The Praised One
 

As a priest one serves

in the churches in the hell --


of confessionals.


Als priester doe jeAls Priester dient man
in de kerk dienst in de hel --in Kirchen in der Hölle --

van de biechtstoelen.der Beichtabnahme.

Poem S1493
Amsterdam, 2022-08-13
The next story (Cees Nooteboom) - 1991
Novella "Het volgende verhaal"
Collection: High gear
Tribute to: Nooteboom, Cees 
 

Zywa Innocent malediction

My clouds, my thoughts
my volatile innocence free
in blue, being there for a moment
as a passing question
whether the blue is what I think of it
or that it damns my wishes

The familiar blue
encloses me, encloses everything
as a heaven around the earth
as the promise that I too
am included in the big
forever

although it is empty
thus passing
the utmost judgment, on
my vain thoughts
my religious illusion
that it is all

Poem 4378
Amsterdam, 2022-03-14
The malediction (René Magritte) - 1960
Painting "La malediction" (version 1960)
Collection: Secrets & Believers
Tribute to: Magritte, René 
 

No more privacy,

people can see all of me --


Well, that's really hell!


Geen privacy meer,Keine Privatheit,
mensen zien alles van mij --die Leute sehen alles --

Wat een hel is dat!Was eine Hölle!

Poem S1291
Amsterdam, 2021-12-02
No Exit (Jean-Paul Sartre) - 1943
Big Brother
"L'enfer, c'est les Autres" ("Hell is Other people") from the one-act play "Closed doors”, 1943, Jean-Paul Sartre)

Collection: Whirligig Scribbler
Tribute to: Sartre, Jean-Paul 
 

The ejector seat:

I fall down from the deep sea --


Roaring freezing cold.


De schietstoel: vallen,Schleudersitz, stürzen,
vallen vanuit de diepzee --von der Tiefsee hinstürzen --

Briesende ijskou.Brüllende Kälte.

Poem S1242
Amsterdam, 2021-09-12
Clear sky (Tom Lanoye) - 2012
Novella "Heldere hemel"
Collection: Actively Passive
Tribute to: Lanoye, Tom 
 

I lived happily,

comfortably in the blue --


big egg of heaven.


Ik was gelukkig,Ich lebte glücklich,
geborgen in het grote --geborgen im großen Ei --

ei van de hemel.der Himmelskuppel.

Poem H3036
Overberg, 2021-09-06
Bruno's Dream (Iris Murdoch) - 1969
Novel
Collection: Dreams of love
Tribute to: Murdoch, Iris 
 

The purgatory:

suffering with a prospect --


of complete Goodness!


Heerlijk vagevuur:Das Fegefeuer:
lijden met een vooruitzicht --Leiden mit eine Aussicht --

van niets dan Goedheid!auf nur noch Gute!

Poem H2988
Amsterdam, 2021-07-11
Nuns and Soldiers (Iris Murdoch) - 1980
Novel
Collection: Longing and Loss
Tribute to: Murdoch, Iris 
 

The big city blurs

what is dark, with lots of light --


Is heaven like that?


De stad verdoezeltDie Stadt vertuscht das,
wat donker is, met veel licht --was dunkel ist, mit viel Licht --

Is zo de hemel?Ist der Himmel so?

Poem S0923
Amsterdam, 2019-08-01
Subduing (Ellen Deckwitz) - 2019
The concept of heaven
Column "Het dempen" aboutr Tokyo (in NRC)

Collection: Death on Cast
Tribute to: Deckwitz, Ellen 
 

Zywa In the dead of night
Song about borrowed eyes

I could not stay, without an escort
we travelled under the seven heavens
and only later did I realise that
up there are the souls

of Adam - expelled like us
John and Jesus - the messengers
Joseph - rejected by his family
and Enoch - the living teacher

Aaron - still loved
Moses - the patient one
in the desert of unbelief

and Abraham - the first to surrender

With borrowed eyes I see
under the heavenly light the radiant
new Jerusalem, the city
that we are going to build here

Poem 2231
Amsterdam, 2019-04-27
Islamic tradition: Sawda bint Zam'a - 622
The H?jrah to Mad?nah in 622
Collection: The Praised One
 

Zywa Gravesland

Winter light eats the wide hill
ever barer, buzzards hover over

the headstones in the fertile soil
which for centuries bore olive trees

The souls are elsewhere, where Israel
takes them, the remains perish

in black cloths, to be the first people
to enter the new world on the day

the gate of mercy opens
That is what the dead have lived

and fought for, for that
they have won against the god of war

they have conquered the city, with the source
that breaks out of the earth

Jerusalem, where I suffer
from divided togetherness

Will children of my grandchildren
collect their bones, honour them and

grow olives here again
with sky-high twigs of peace?

Poem 2130
Amsterdam, 2019-02-26
Mount of Olives, Jerusalem
Isra-El = Azra-El, the angel of death, who collects the souls of the deceased
God of war: Shalem, after whom Jerusalem is named; today Jerusalem presents itself as the "City of Peace"

Collection: Short Sermons
 

Zywa Wild geese

Like wild geese, fishermen
and monks landed here, others

sailed on and discovered America
but they came back

by the north, Thule
where it rains glowing stones

where the land burns and the rocks
swim between boiling fountains

There are the gates of hell
and the paths to heaven

the huge curtains of ice
above the clouds

They came back to tell
about these wonders, too biblical

to want to keep them secret
from their family and friends

And the new world
they forgot

Poem 2097
Amsterdam, 2019-02-16
Connemara (Ireland), Thule (Innis Tile), Brendan (AD 500)
Collection: Secrets & Believers
 

Zywa Horses are the same

I don't want to be an object
of course, but human, a subject
not completely free perhaps

but also not in the hell
of other people's judgment
unless I would ignore

that I am a part of us
a part of human love
that falls short

a part of sometimes cruel
self-interest, short-sighted
by built-in blinkers

against my nervous fear
of the purgatory of the failures
of other people and myself

Whoever wants more freedom
and does leave the herd, will know
to be in hell right then

Poem 2056
Amsterdam, 2019-01-26
No Exit (Jean-Paul Sartre) - 1943
"L'enfer, c'est les Autres" ("Hell is other people"), from the one-act play "Huis clos" ("No Exit" / "Closed doors", 1943, Jean-Paul Sartre)
Collection: Lilith's Powers
Tribute to: Sartre, Jean-Paul 
 

Praying silently,

I think of the sulphur hell --


where grandpa is now.


In mijn stil gebedMein stilles Gebet
denk ik aan de zwavelhel --gilt für den Großvater in --

waar opa nu is.der Schwefelhölle.

Poem S0809
Amsterdam, 2018-11-05
Hear my voice now (Franca Treur) - 2017
Novel "Hoor nu mijn stem", chapters 10 and 20
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Treur, Franca 
 

One heaven -- people

with tightly interlinked thoughts:


one mycelium.


Eén hemel -- mensenEín Himmel -- Menschen
met verbonden gedachten:mit vernetzten Gedanken:

één grote zwamvlok.éin großes Mycel.

Poem H1539
Vaison-la-Romaine, 2016-10-09
Collection: WoofWoof
 

The mountains, floating

out of range above the sea:


the heavenly land.


De bergen zwevenDie Berge schweben
onbereikbaar boven zee:unnahbar über dem Meer:

das himmlische Land.

Poem H1055
Amsterdam, 2014-11-19
Collection: Migration
 

I do the handstand,

and heaven becomes my earth --


A true firmament.


Ik doe de handstand:Meinen Handstand: der
de hemel wordt mijn aarde -- Himmel wird zur Erde, zum --

Een echt firmament.wahren Firmament.

Poem H02412
Amsterdam, 2012-03-11
Collection: The King
 

Just hop from the earth,

skip the water and the fire --


jump up to heaven.


Hink van de aarde,Hüpf von der Erde,
stap over water en vuur --über Wasser und Feuer --

spring naar de hemel.springe zum Himmel.

Poem H0222
Amsterdam, 2012-02-28
Triple jump
Collection: The King
 

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