I am making do

with the cart I have, because --


I want to go home.


Ik behelp me maarIch helfe mich mit
met de kar die ik heb, want --der Karre, die ich habe --
ik wil graag naar huis.Ich will nach Hause.

Poem H5913
Amsterdam, 2025-08-31
It bumps along, keeps getting stuck (Frida Vogels) - 1994
Verse "Het hobbelt voort, telkens blijft het steken", published in the collection "De harde kern 3" ("The hard core 3", part XII [Evaluation]) - November 19th, 1974, Bologna
Collection: Overwritten
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

In our daily lives,

homesickness reverberates --


in countless echoes.


Ons heimwee weerkaatstHeimweh widerhallt
in ons dagelijks leven --in dem täglichen Leben --
talloze echo's.zahllose Echos.

Poem H5058
Amsterdam, 2024-11-09
The return (Anon. [Africa]) - 2023
Composition to the song "Le Retour": 'We will return, oh we will return to our homeland', sung by Omayma Jehouani, adapted in 2023 by John Kameel Farah and performed by him in the Organpark on November 9th, 2024, on organs, synthesizers and piano
Collection: org anp ARK 
Composer: Farah, John Kameel 
 

The old gallery

of cast iron arches and --


autumn red wild vine.


Oude gaanderijAlte Galerie
van gietijzeren bogen --aus Gusseisenbögen und --
en wilde wingerd.roten Wildern Wein.

Poem H4986
Amsterdam, 2024-10-18
Collection: Greeting from before
 

Not at home. Not there,

nor here. At night I shout it --


over the rooftops.


Nergens thuis, niet daarNicht zu Hause, nicht dort,
en niet hier, ik roep het 's nachts --nicht hier, ich schreie es nachts --
over de daken.über die Dächer.

Poem S2016
Amsterdam, 2023-11-25
Where is my beloved? (Alibabaei Behrang)
Song "Mari priyatama kyan chhe", sung by Alibabaei Behrang in the Meervaart Theatre in Amsterdam on November 25th, 2023, accompanied by Orchestre Partout and the Cello Octet - composition 2023 by Oene van Geel
Where is my beloved?

Collection: Greeting from before
Tribute to: Behrang, Alibabaei 
Composer: Van Geel, Oene 
 

High into the void

I sing, oh my country, if --


only I had one.


Steeds hoger zing ikGanz hoch ins Leere
de leegte in, ach, mijn land --singe ich, mein Land, wenn ich --
had ik er maar een.nur einen hätte.

Poem S2017
Amsterdam, 2023-11-25
Where is my beloved? (Alibabaei Behrang)
Song "Mari priyatama kyan chhe", sung by Alibabaei Behrang in the Meervaart Theatre in Amsterdam on November 25th, 2023, accompanied by Orchestre Partout and the Cello Octet - composition 2023 by Oene van Geel
Where is my beloved?

Collection: Greeting from before
Tribute to: Behrang, Alibabaei 
Composer: Van Geel, Oene 
 

In my mind she says:

Stay here, this is your home, come --


and stand between us.


In mijn hoofd zegt ze:Im Geiste sagt sie:
Blijf hier, dit is jouw thuis, kom --Bleib hier, Zuhause, komm nun --
tussen ons in staan.und steh zwischen uns.

Poem H4230
Amsterdam, 2023-10-19
Aboriginal Landscape (Louise Glück) - 2013
In the country, outside the city
Poem, published in "Poetry" (December 2013) and in the collection "Faithful and Virtuous Nigh" (2014)

Collection: Stream
Tribute to: Glück, Louise 
 

Liz doesn't want to play

in the children's home, she goes --


to find her mama.


Elsje speelt niet meeIm Kinderheim spielt
in het kinderhuis, ze gaat --die Elsa nicht mit, sie geht --
op zoek naar mama.auf Mama-Suche.

Poem S1885
Amsterdam, 2023-08-25
Liz (Freek de Jonge, Bram Vermeulen) - 1970
Song "Elsje" (performance "Neerlands Hoop in Panama" ["Hope of the Netherlands in Panama"])
Collection: Home sea
Tribute to: De Jonge, Freek; Vermeulen, Bram 
 

I rake the ashes

of the olive stones and I --


smell my homesickness.


Ik pook in de asEr harkt die Asche
van de olijfpitten en --der Olivenkerne und --
ik ruik mijn heimwee.er riecht sein Heimweh.

Poem H4001
Amsterdam, 2023-07-30
The PowerBook (Jeanette Winterson) - 2000
Novel, chapter "spitalfields"
Collection: Inwardings
Tribute to: Winterson, Jeanette 
 

Yet I look away

from the full moon, and I think --


back to my homeland.


Al gauw kijk ik wegDoch bald schaue ich
van de volle maan, ik denk --vom Vollmond weg und denke --
aan mijn vaderland.an meine Heimat.

Poem S1428
Amsterdam, 2022-06-16
Thoughts in the Silent Night (Chen Wangs) - 750
Poem (collection "The Cassia Tree", in "New Directions 19" [1966, David Rafael Wang and William Carlos Williams])
Collection: Moist glow
Tribute to: Wang, Chen; Williams, William Carlos 
 

Zywa Exploration

Are we there?
     Yes, we are. Listen!
Do I know this?
     Yes, here it is
How do you know?
     Listen! Then you will know
But what do you hear?

     The organ of the city
     Watch that man!
     His movements
     The gymnastics
     The red clothes
     It is obvious
     Do you notice?


Why . . . ?
     The marvels!
I can see that man
     He is dancing the city
Yes, he dances well
     The marvels of my city
So we are there?

Poem 4118
Amsterdam, 2021-11-21
Four Scenes: Dialogue One (Aspasia Nasopoulou) - 2021
Composition for voice and organ
Prose poems "Le città invisibili" ("The invisible cities", 1972, Italo Calvino) about Venice

Collection: ORG anp ark 
Tribute to: Calvino, Italo 
Composer: Nasopoulou, Aspasia 
 

Zywa No way back

I didn't even live by a river
yet again I stare into the distance

at nothing, at the water
that cannot choose either

where it ends up
over which toxic grounds
and prickly expectations
diluted, frozen or eaten
by a thousand kilometers of sun

Black wings of homesickness
grow on my shoulders

but I know I'm covered
by the lion of my duties

to people like me
who once left somewhere
dreaming, to learn
that there is no way back
to their youth

Poem 3374
Amsterdam, 2021-01-16
Homesickness (René Magritte) - 1941
Painting "Le mal du pays"
Collection: Greeting from before
Tribute to: Magritte, René 
 

Wander herb, full moon:

we are homesick in autumn --


in many places.


Dwaalkruid, volle maan:Wanderkraut, Vollmond:
er is heimwee in de herfst --wir haben Heimweh im Herbst --
op vele plaatsen.an vielen Orten.

Poem H2791
Amsterdam, 2020-10-08
Time is hard (Juyi Bai) - 799
To three cousins
Collection: Em Brace
Tribute to: Bai, Juyi 
 

Zywa Skull soup

On a swivel chair, I look around
the time capsule of my head
flies and devises stories

of memories and images
that pass, I travel
to my birth country

It does not exist, never
it has existed, it is a soup

of ingredients picked life-
long at my feet, cooked
in the pan of my skull

The fresh soup now
from my birth country
tastes different, really

I see it
at the plants and the varieties

Poem 1060
Amsterdam, 2017-02-22
Chair car (Edward Hopper) - 1965
Painting
Film "Shirley: visions of reality (2013, Gustav Deutsch)

Collection: NightWatch
Tribute to: Hopper, Edward; Deutsch, Gustav 
 

Zywa VacantVoid

Sometimes I'm nostalgic
for frost flowers and a hot water bottle
old winter fantasies

to pictures of the parvis
our house full of aunties
the garden full of apples

a basket full of nuts
always something to celebrate
then, but for now

that is much too far away
now it is empty
behind the pictures

I could take with me
Missing the barren land
the wonder of the gardens

missing the unpacked smells
of the market and the passion
missing the songs of my youth

wiped and overwritten
I lead a new life
in my emigrated hand

Poem 945
Amsterdam, 2017-01-10
Collection: Pending rain
 

Zywa Discarded table

Emptiness pulls me over the side-walk
past the house in which also
my parents do not live anymore

Everything is different
The heart is lacking
The table massif

of the unwritten rules
preached to obedience -
a book full inside my head

I feel its weight
move when seeing
the room, so familiar

the certainties heavy
and clear again after years
of thinning, an unlosable

belief, despite
opening
the pages and

despite my way
my truth
my life without..

Poem 617
Amsterdam, 2016-04-03
Collection: Greeting from before
 

My house, a bright spot:

the tin bronze outdoor lantern --


of my ancestors.


Mijn huis, een lichtpunt:Mein Haus, ein Lichtpunkt:
de bronzen buitenlantaarn --die bronzene Laterne --
van mijn voorouders.meiner Vorfahren.

Poem H0193
Amsterdam, 2012-02-06
Collection: The Praised One 
 

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