Zywa Counseling

We shake hands, finally
I am off the waiting list
and out of my own waiting room -
with someone who, just like mama
listens to me

to help me to know what helps me
what may work for me, someone who
will shout Action! and Stop!
from time to time, so that I get out
of the path in the vicious cycle

which I know better than I
would like, and even though
I have to get my body
with its afflictions moving
with too little energy

I still want to trust that
I can do it, can and will
have to do it myself, and
that I will find a place
where I'm not on the side

Poem 5847
Amsterdam, 2026-02-02
The Misunderstanding 'Psychotherapy' (Flip Jan van Oenen)
Enduring (Flip Jan van Oenen) - 2019

Books from 2019 and 2025
Collection: It takes a lot of tries to make a début
Tribute to: Van Oenen, Flip Jan 
Dedicated to: Marije S 
 

Zywa Occupation

No more bicycles:
with the tram
No more trams:
on roller skates
until they break
On clogs
until raids close everything

No more electricity
No more candles
No more stolen oil
No more charcoal
No more trees
No more books
only the clothes on one's back

No more bread:
grinding wheat
in the coffee grinder
No more wheat:
cooking rye grains
No more rye:
begging tours

No more winter coats:
worn coats made of blankets
curtains on the beds
A cold house, hunger
and fear, and time
that stands still
at hope

Poem 5650
Amsterdam, 2025-06-28
In foreign parts - Chronicles (Frida Vogels) - 2024
'Hongerwinter': the Dutch famine of 1944-1945
Autobiography "In den vreemde - Kronieken", chapter 'Oorlogsherinneringen' (Memories of war)

Collection: ThereFrom
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Well, what I long for

in my life is quite a lot --


that I still hope for.


Waar ik naar verlangWas ich mir wünsche
in mijn leven, dat is veel --in meinem Leben: vieles --

waar ik nog op hoop.was ich erhoffe.

Poem H5474
Amsterdam, 2025-05-17
You now (Griet Op de Beeck) - 2016
Short stories "Gij nu", story 'mensen gilden alsof ze op een rollercoaster zaten maar dan zonder het plezier' ('people were screaming like they were on a rollercoaster but without the fun'), chapter Four
Collection: No wonder
Tribute to: Op de Beeck, Griet 
 

Hope is not purely

positive, because it goes --


hand in hand with fear.


Hoop is niet zuiverHoffnung ist nicht nur
positief, hij gaat helaas --positiv, sie geht leider --

gelijk op met angst.oft mit Angst einher.

Poem H5468
Amsterdam, 2025-05-15
You now (Griet Op de Beeck) - 2016
Short stories "Gij nu", story 'zijn familie geloofde heilig dat doen alsof eigenlijk ook een kunst was' ('his family firmly believed that pretending was actually an art too'), chapter Three
Collection: Thinkles Lusionless
Tribute to: Op de Beeck, Griet 
 

Zywa Mumbai

Only with a stranger
the man I cared for
and with whom I spoke
as if it were him

after all those years
of waiting in vain
back in the city
of my dreams

where young people grow
old from their fate and
swallow their anger
hoping

for redemption, only there
with that man could I
say goodbye
to the waiting

Poem 5628
Amsterdam, 2025-03-14
All we imagine as light (Payal Kapadia) - 2024
Film "Prabhayay Ninachathellam"
Collection: Changing Times
Tribute to: Kapadia, Payal 
 

Isn't it allowed to

be angry, may I only --


hope for equity?


Mag ik niet boos zijn,Darf ich nicht wütend
mag ik alleen maar hopen --sein, darf ich ja nur hoffen --

op rechtvaardigheid?auf Gerechtigkeit?

Poem S2596
Amsterdam, 2025-03-13
All we imagine as light (Payal Kapadia) - 2024
Film "Prabhayay Ninachathellam"
Collection: Changing Times
Tribute to: Kapadia, Payal 
 

I don't want to spoil

my happiness, I have to --


keep hoping in you.


Ik wil mijn gelukIch will mir mein Glück
niet bederven, dus moet ik --nicht verderben, deshalb muss --

wel op jou hopen.ich auf dich hoffen.

Poem H5290
Amsterdam, 2025-03-06
Beloved, you are my hope (Giovanni Palazzi and Domenico Lalli / Antonio Vivaldi) - 1720
Air "Amato ben, tu sei la mia speranza" from the opera "La verità in cimento" ("Truth in Contention", RV 739), 2nt act, 2nd scene - Rosane
Collection: Love Mind and Death
Tribute to: Palazzi, Giovanni; Lalli, Domenico 
Composer: Vivaldi, Antonio 
 

I sometimes wish that

my next life would begin now --


I'll be happy then.


Ik verlang wel eensMal wünsche ich mir,
dat mijn volgende leven --dass mein nächstes Leben jetzt --

nu alvast begint.beginnen würde.

Poem S2516
Amsterdam, 2025-01-17
The Saint of the Impossible (Arnon Grunberg) - 1998
Novella "De heilige Antonio", chapter 14
Collection: Over
Tribute to: Grunberg, Arnon 
 

The wind wails for me.

Bring my love to my darling --


on swift rosy wings.


De wind klaagt om mij.Der Wind klagt um mich.
Breng mijn liefde naar mijn lief --Bring mein Herz zu meinem Schatz --

op roze vleugels.auf rosa Flügeln.

Poem S2350
Amsterdam, 2024-09-10
On rosy wings of love (Salvatore Cammarano / Giuseppe Verdi) - 1853
Air "D'amor sull'ali rosee", opera "Il trovatore" ("The troubadour") - Leonora, act 4
Collection: Held True
Tribute to: Cammarano, Salvatore 
Composer: Verdi, Giuseppe 
 

The field is open.

Would there come out of the earth --


of here, a thinking?


Het veld ligt open.Das Feld ist offen.
Zou er uit de aarde, hier --Gäbe es von der Erde --

een denken komen?von hier, ein Denken?

Poem S1864
Amsterdam, 2023-08-16
the making visible of all kinds of raids (Antjie Krog) - 2022
Poem "die sigbaarmaking van allerlei strooptogte"(collection "Plunder" ["Pillage"])
Collection: Stall
Tribute to: Krog, Antjie 
 

For years, refugees

have to stay in the waiting --


area of hope.


De vluchtelingenFlüchtlinge sitzen
zitten jaren in de wacht-jahrelang nur im Warte-

kamer van de hoop.zimmer der Hoffnung.

Poem S1774
Amsterdam, 2023-05-23
That afternoon (Nafiss Nia) - 2023
Refugees, asylum seekers
Film "Die middag"

Collection: Local tardiness
Tribute to: Nia, Nafiss 
 

The Messiah will

come, but unfortunately --


just one day too late.


De Messias zalDer Messias wird
zeker komen, maar helaas --ja kommen, aber leider --

net een dag te laat.einen Tag zu spät.

Poem S1269
Egmond aan Zee, 2021-10-24
Octave booklet G (Franz Kafka) - 1917
Oktavheft G, December 4th, 1917
"Der Messias wird nicht am letzten Tag kommen, sondern am allerletzten" (The Messiah will not come on the last day, but on the very last)

Collection: Secrets & Believers
Tribute to: Kafka, Franz 
 

It was a long week

of waiting, yet very short --


was this happiness.


Wat was de week langDie Woche war lang
van het wachten, en zo kort --wegen des Wartens, doch kurz --

duurde dat geluk.währte dieses Glück.

Poem S1253
Amsterdam, 2021-10-09
The Crow (Kader Abdolah) - 2011
Novella "De kraai"
Collection: VacantVoid
Tribute to: Abdolah, Kader 
 

For me, the greatest

happiness might be the hope --


it will come someday.


Het grootste gelukVielleicht ist für mich
is voor mij misschien de hoop --das größte Glück die Hoffnung --

dat het zal komen.dass es kommen wird.

Poem S0866
Amsterdam, 2019-04-28
The introduction - Faxing to Ger #1 (Nicolien Mizee) - 2017
Diary-novel "De kennismaking - Faxen aan Ger"
Collection: In the shadow
Tribute to: Mizee, Nicolien 
 

Waiting for good luck:

long trains crowded with chances --


rushing, rushing past.


Wachten op geluk:Auf das Glück warten:
lange treinen vol kansen --Eilzüge voller Chancen --

die voorbij razen.die vorbei rasen.

Poem S0861
Amsterdam, 2019-04-15
The escape of Gilles Whalecutter (M.M. Schoenmakers) - 2019
Novel "De vlucht van Gilles Speksneijder"
Collection: Chance
Tribute to: Schoenmakers, M.M. 
 

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