Who were you once, with

that misspelled name carved into --


stone above your urn?


Wie was je ooit, metWer warst du einst, mit
die verkeerd gespelde naam --diesem Fehler im Namen --

in steen gehouwen?in Stein gemeißelt?

Poem H6209
Amsterdam, 2026-04-18
My struggle 6. The End (Karl Ove Knausgård) - 2011
Autobiographical novel "Min Kamp. Sjette bok" (translated 2018), part 8 - June 2011, Malmö (about his father who changed his surname)
Collection: Writing
Tribute to: Knausgård, Karl Ove 
 

His good name suffers

because, as a student, I --


live in poverty.


Zijn goede naam lijdtAch, sein guter Ruf
eronder dat ik studeer --leidet: ich studiere und --

en in armoe leef.lebe in Armut.

Poem H5741
Amsterdam, 2025-07-25
Diary 1962-1963 (Frida Vogels) - 2007
"Dagboek 1962-1963" - July 17th, 1963, Bologna (Father never paid any alimony to his ailing first wife and their two children)
Collection: Beyond the Cape
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

I can walk again,

but with a limp, and a cane --


and I'm being watched.


Ik kan weer lopen,Ich gehe wieder,
maar mank, en met een stok, en --hinkend, mit einem Stock, und --

iedereen kijkt toe.alle schauen zu.

Poem S2795
Amsterdam, 2025-07-23
In past dreams (Frida Vogels) - 2007
Verse "In vroegere dromen", published in "Diary 1962-1963" - September 26th, 1962, Bologna (about her own knee problems and about Carmelita Merula after the bone transplant in her leg)
Collection: Beyond the Cape
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

For a moment they

thought I was the king, until --


the trumpet sounded.


Even dacht men datEben noch dachten
ik de koning was, tot er --sie, ich sei der König, bis --

trompetgeschal klonk.den Trompetenstoß.

Poem S2773
Amsterdam, 2025-07-16
When the king did not come, the crowd stamped (Frida Vogels) - 1994
Poem "Toen de koning niet kwam, stampvoette de menigte", published in the collection "De harde kern 3" ("The hard core 3", part III [Ennio and Kees]) - November 4th, 1955, Milan
Collection: ThereFrom
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Marrying beneath

oneself actually means --


that you are worth móre.


Beneden je standUnter seinem Stand
trouwen betekent juist dat --zu heiraten heißt ja doch --

je dus méér waard bent.dass man méhr wert ist.

Poem H5582
Amsterdam, 2025-06-03
Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal? (Jeanette Winterson) - 2011
Autobiography (normal means: heterosexual), chapter 5, At Home
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Winterson, Jeanette 
 

Fine feathers to one's

nature aren't ready-made, thus --


they make a fine bird.


Kleren naar je aardKleider nach ihrer
zijn geen confectie en zo --Natur, nicht von der Stange,

maken ze de man.machen Leute.

Poem H5533
Amsterdam, 2025-05-30
With a photo of Paul in painting clothes, after painting the youth centre De Trog in Beek (August 1971, Berg en Dal)

Paul

Collection: Appearances
Dedicated to: Lotte W, Madelief dK, Paul J 
 

Their outsides have rich

contents, inside me I see --


only emptiness.


Jouw buitenkant heeftDein Äußeres ist
een rijke inhoud, in mij --sehr reich an Inhalt, in mir --

zie ik slechts leegte.gibt es nur Leere.

Poem S2539
Amsterdam, 2025-01-30
She came to stay (Simone de Beauvoir) - 1943
Novel (roman à clef) "L'invitée" (1943, "She came to stay" / "The Invitee", 1949), part 1, chapter 6
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: De Beauvoir, Simone 
 

What you write about

yourself is either lies or --


it's boring or art.


Over jezelf schrijfÜber sich selbst schreibt
je ofwel leugens ofwel --man Lügen oder es ist --

het is saai of kunst.öde oder Kunst.

Poem H5157
Amsterdam, 2025-01-06
Art & Lies, A piece for three voices and a bawd (Jeanette Winterson) - 1994
Novel, chapter Sappho #2 - Sophia, the Ninth Muse: 'There's no such thing as autobiography, there's only art and lies.'
Collection: A profession 
Tribute to: Winterson, Jeanette 
 

Avoid people or

you will get stuck tightly in --


a rigid image.


Mijd mensen, andersVermeide Menschen,
kom je klemvast te zitten --sonst wirst du bald feststecken --

in een imago.in einem Image.

Poem S2446
Amsterdam, 2024-11-08
The reading club (Renate Dorrestein) - 2010
Roman "De leesclub", chapter Two
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Dorrestein, Renate 
 

A little red cart,

pulled by a proud little boy:


a socialist boy!


Een rood karretje,Ein roter Karren,
getrokken door een jongen:vorgezogen vom Jungen:

een socialist!ein Sozialist!

Poem H5049
Amsterdam, 2024-11-07
A socialist youth (Han Voskuil) - 2001
Childhood memories "Een socialistische jeugd" - July 1st, 1933, his seventh birthday
Collection: Elude
Tribute to: Voskuil, Han 
 

Don't photograph me,

why should anyone see who --


I don't want to be?


Neem geen foto's meerMach keine Fotos,
van mij, niemand hoeft te zien --denn niemand muss sehen, wer --

wie ik niet wil zijn.ich nicht sein möchte.

Poem S2413
Amsterdam, 2024-10-13
Collection: Elude
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

In the hotel safe

are the counterfeit diamonds --


of the fake countess.


In de kluis liggenDer Tresor enthält
de namaakdiamanten --die gefälschten Juwelen --

van de nepgravin.der falschen Gräfin.

Poem S2356
De Koog, 2024-09-16
Gut Symmetries (Jeanette Winterson) - 1997
Novel; Gut = Grand unified theory), chapter The Tower - Stella
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Winterson, Jeanette 
 

Quiet please! People

will think we are weird, they are --


averse to our love.


Zachtjes! De mensenRuhig! Du weißt doch,
vinden ons gek, ze zijn wars --die Leute sind unserer --

van onze liefde.Liebe abgeneigt.

Poem H4913
Amsterdam, 2024-09-15
Speak [more] Softly (Nino Rota) - 1972
Song "Parla più piano", for the films "Fortunella" [1958] and "The Godfather" [1972], sung in 1972 by Gianni Morandi, Andy Williams ("Speak Softly Love", translation Larry Kusik) and Dalida ("Parle plus bas", translation Boris Bergman)
Collection: Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the years 1960-1979
Composer: Rota, Nino 
 

I'm just a little

poet, the most beautiful --


girls still pass me by.


Ik ben een kleineIch bin ein kleiner
dichter, de mooiste meisjes --Dichter, die schönsten Mädchen --

lopen mij voorbij.beachten mich nicht.

Poem H4602
Amsterdam, 2024-04-23
Little poet (Nescio)
Story "Dichtertje", written in 1917, chapter 3
Collection: Rasping ants
Tribute to: Nescio 
 

The sister sails in:

an old ship with white sails tight-


ly around her head.


De non zeilt binnen:Die Nonne segelt
een oud schip, witte zeilen --ein: ihre weißen Segel --

staan strak om haar hoofd.eng um ihren Kopf.

Poem H4590
Amsterdam, 2024-04-02
The Moor's Last Sigh (Salman Rushdie) - 1995
Novel, chapter "Spices from Malabar", (2-) 12
Collection: Sludge
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

What other can I

be than a collection of --


misunderstandings?


Wat kan ik andersBin ich schließlich doch
zijn dan een verzameling --nur eine Ansammlung von --

van misverstanden?Missverständnissen?

Poem S2158
Amsterdam, 2024-03-25
Vladiwostok! (P.F. Thomése) - 2007
Novel, part 1, chapter 14
See also S1735 (April 13th, 2023) regarding the exhibition "100 Missverständnisse über und unter Juden" ("100 Misunderstandings about and among Jews" in the Jewish Museum Vienna)

Collection: Held True
Tribute to: Thomése, Pieter Frans 
 

They're laughing at me,

it just happens, it really --


really can't be true.


Ze lachen me uit,Sie lachen mich aus,
het gebeurt gewoon, het kan --es passiert einfach, es kann --

echt, echt niet waar zijn.wirklich nicht wahr sein.

Poem H4570
Amsterdam, 2024-03-21
The Mission (Wessel te Gussinklo) - 1995
Novel "De opdracht", chapter (2-) 15
Collection: Truder
Tribute to: Te Gussinklo, Wessel 
 

We send each other

nice images of ourselves:


"This isn't me", is it?


We sturen elkaarWir schicken wunder-
mooie beelden van onszelf:schöne Bilder von uns selbst:

"Dit ben ik", nietwaar?"Dies bin ich", oder?

Poem S2113
Amsterdam, 2024-02-05
The Treachery of Images (René Magritte) - 1929
Painting "La trahison des images" - "Ceci n'est pas une pipe" ("This Is Not a Pipe")
Collection: I am
Tribute to: Magritte, René 
 

From the mirror she

looks at the photographer:


how does he show me?


Vanuit de spiegelVom Spiegel aus blickt
kijkt ze naar de fotograaf:sie den Fotografen an:

hoe laat hij mij zien?wie zeigt er mich jetzt?

Poem S2108
Amsterdam, 2024-01-25
State portrait (Anton Corbijn) - 2023
State portrait of King Willem-Alexander and Queen Máxima
Collection: Dearme
Tribute to: Corbijn, Anton; Willem-Alexander 
 

Dressed up, my story

protects me, and it also --


looks better on me.


Ik kleed mijn verhaalMeine Geschichte
wat aan, dat beschermt me en --kleide ich ein, das schützt mich --

het staat me mooier.und steht mir besser.

Poem S2100
Amsterdam, 2024-01-17
Aftermath: On Marriage and Separation (Rachel Cusk) - 2012
Autobiographical book, quoted by Merel Kamp in her article "Karma, lot of eigen schuld? Vertel het maar" ("Karma, fate or own fault? Just tell me"), in the NRC of January 16th, 2024
Collection: Shelter
Tribute to: Cusk, Rachel 
 

My life story is

too thick, too big, too spacious --


You can see the lies.


Mijn levensverhaalMein Lebensbericht
is te dik, te groot, te ruim --ist zu dick, zu groß, zu weit --

Je ziet de leugens.Man sieht die Lügen.

Poem S2101
Amsterdam, 2024-01-17
Aftermath: On Marriage and Separation (Rachel Cusk) - 2012
Autobiographical book, quoted by Merel Kamp in her article "Karma, lot of eigen schuld? Vertel het maar" ("Karma, fate or own fault? Just tell me"), in the NRC of January 16th, 2024
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Cusk, Rachel; Kamp, Merel 
 

Upon your death, friends

unanimously agree --


on your character.


Meteen bij je doodGleich bei deinem Tod
weten vrienden eensgezind --sind Freunde einer Meinung --

wat voor mens je was.über dein Wesen.

Poem S2038
Amsterdam, 2023-12-07
Lament (Louise Glück) - 1990
Poem (collection "Ararat")
Collection: Over
Tribute to: Glück, Louise 
 

Over the water

my name sounds strange, sounds loaded --


with something unknown.


Over het waterÜber den Wasser
klinkt mijn naam vreemd, geladen --klingt mein Name geladen --

met iets onbekends.mit etwas Fremdem.

Poem H4345
Amsterdam, 2023-12-06
Collection: Local traffic
 

An identity

is just a collection of --


misunderstandings.


Een identiteitDie Identität
is maar een verzameling --ist nur eine Sammlung von --

van misverstanden.Missverständnissen.

Poem S1735
Amsterdam, 2023-04-13
Exhibition "100 Missverständnisse über und unter Juden" ("100 Misunderstandings about and among Jews" in the Jewish Museum Vienna)
Collection: Local traffic
 

The values of lives

are subjective, are values --


in your fantasy.


Wat levens waard zijn,Was Leben wert sind,
is subjectief, zijn waarden --ist subjektiv, sind Werte --

in je fantasie.deiner Fantasie.

Poem H3787
Amsterdam, 2023-04-07
Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman (Haruki Murakami) - 2006
Collection of short stories (2006, Haruki Murakami
Animated film (2022, Pierre Földes)

Collection: Local traffic
Tribute to: Murakami, Haruki; Foldes, Pierre 
 

I am the victim,

I don't want that, I just want --


it to look that way.


Ik ben de dupe,Ich zahle den Preis,
ik wil dat niet, ik wil dat --ich will das nicht, ich will nur --

een ander het denkt.dass es so aussieht.

Poem H3708
Amsterdam, 2023-02-06
The Office - The A.P. Beerta Institute (Han Voskuil) - 1998
Novel "Het Bureau - Het A.P. Beerta-Instituut"
Page 217, Maarten Koning and Joop Schenk (1976)

Collection: Frustration
Tribute to: Voskuil, Han 
 

So you think something

of me, my body, my clothes --


but do you know me?


Jij vindt iets van mij,Du denkst was von mir,
van mijn lichaam, mijn kleren --meinem Leib, meiner Kleidung --

maar ken je me ook?aber kennst du mich?

Poem S1208
Amsterdam, 2021-08-01
Not My Responsibility (Billie Eilish) - 2020
Text (spoken word) (album "Happier Than Ever", 2021)
Collection: Truder
Tribute to: Eilish, Billie 
 

Zywa Heaven of dissatisfaction

Darling word-artist
you point out what you see
and the facades collapse
it is a miracle that you stand by
People come to it, they want to
believe in you

Darling word-artist
your words confuse you
and haunt you, screaming
from the mouths of people
who want to be redeemed
by you

For hours, they explain each other
what you mean, or they write out
contractual guarantees. You pull
yourself away, with self-mockery
you captivate the people who cheer
It is true what you say

you take yourself too seriously
Why don't you save yourself?
Why do you choose to wander
in your dreams to find
redemption in the heaven
of your dissatisfaction?

Poem 2981
Amsterdam, 2020-05-24
Visions of Johanna (Bob Dylan [Joan Baez]) - 1966
Song about Joan Baez and Bob Dylan
Collection: Great Flow 
Tribute to: Dylan, Bob; Baez, Joan 
 

Speaking in public

is just being personal --


to many people.


In het openbaarFür ein Publikum
spreken is persoonlijk zijn --sprechen ist persönlich sein --

voor een menigte.für viele Menschen.

Poem H2675
Amsterdam, 2020-03-09
Nothing is a lie (Sacha Bronwasser) - 2019
Novel "Niets is gelogen", chapter Pé [1]
Collection: Look at me 
Tribute to: Bronwasser, Sacha 
 

What colour you have,

no one can explain to you --


although he sees it.


Wat voor kleur je hebt,Welche Farbe du hast,
kan niemand jou uitleggen --kann niemand dir erklären --

ook al ziet hij het.obwohl er es sieht.

Poem S0840
Amsterdam, 2019-01-29
A checkered kitchen rug (Gerrit Krol) - 1975
Poem "Een geruit keukenkleedje" (collection "De rechte lijn")
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Krol, Gerrit 
 

Zywa About me

Sometimes I look in the mirror
and I see a look
of recognition

that jumps from my body
to my mind, my thoughts
about myself

Sometimes mum says something
about dad that she recognizes in me
and sometimes I like it

but I prefer to be a mix
of traits from mum
dad, the grandmas, and grandads

who must have seen it
but I did not recognize their look
of recognition

Sometimes I firmly say something
and right away doubt springs upon me
while the others are certain

that those words of mine
do say a lot
about me

Poem 1972
Amsterdam, 2018-12-10
Collection: The drama
Dedicated to: Christel H 
 

There stands your thick coat,

it can do without you, or --


are you still inside?


Daar staat jouw dikkeDa steht dein dicker
jas, hij kan zonder jou, of --Mantel, ohne dich, oder --

zit je er nog in?bist du noch darin?

Poem H1877
Amsterdam, 2017-12-02
That thick coat (Frida Vogels) - 2009
Poem "Die dikke jas", published in "Diary 1966-1967" - July 3rd, 1967, Bologna (about Kees Vogels)
Collection: Between us
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Friendship is over-

estimating each other --


instead of living.


Vriendschap is elkaarFreundschaft: einander
overschatten in plaats van --überschätzen anstatt ein-

gewoon te leven.fach nur zu leben.

Poem S0494
Amsterdam, 2017-06-27
On closer inspection (Han Voskuil) - 1963
Autobiographical novel "Bij nader inzien" - September 4th, 1951, Amsterdam
This is the core theme of the book

Collection: Elude
Tribute to: Voskuil, Han 
 

I'm wearing duck jeans

with a donkey jacket now --


That's how we live here.


Echt, ik draag nu eenIm Ernst, ich trage
pilobroek met klettervest --Bundhosen, Kletterwesten --

Zo leven we hier.So leben wir hier.

Poem H1706
Amsterdam, 2017-06-24
On closer inspection (Han Voskuil) - 1963
Autobiographical novel "Bij nader inzien" - November 25th, 1948
Collection: Elude
Tribute to: Voskuil, Han 
 

Novels are untrue,

and the writers are nothing --


more than just posers.


Romans zijn onecht,Romane sind falsch,
en de schrijvers ervan zijn --und die Schriftsteller sind nichts --

niets meer dan poseurs.weiter als Blender.

Poem S0491
Amsterdam, 2017-06-24
On closer inspection (Han Voskuil) - 1963
Autobiographical novel "Bij nader inzien" - January 18th, 1949
Writing what the reader wants to read

Collections: Elude, Look at me 
Tribute to: Voskuil, Han 
 

Zywa Gnome

My uncles meant well
they called me the woodgnome
but when I became the big brother

I thought it was metaphorical
my name an omen, the Little One
named after Paul, the great one

for whom only Jesus was great
And little I am, puny
besides billions of people, no one

can learn that too soon
because the great names
that are important to us

are simplifications and falsifications
of lives into icons
of a later story

that even makes us dream
we could be great on our own
not together

Poem 1333
Amsterdam, 2017-05-07
Paul the woodgnome (by Jean Dulieu)
Collection: Life line 
Tribute to: Dulieu, Jean 
 

Zywa Hotchpotch reproductsets

He talks with me, laughs
accredits me an I
a human of her own

but I is a medium
of other humans
talking with a medium

of partly the same, partly
an other set
of humans with an I-

dentical reproduct --
Hotchpotches
is what we are

from the baby like this or that
the playful kid and the
jumping or sitting pupil

to the adolescent and from everything
adolescents never want to be
until they are

just like

just like good heavens
and not a whit better
under the guise of an I

Poem 931
Amsterdam, 2017-01-03
Collection: The Yellow House Museum
 

The baby suckles

I whisper its given name --


with an x in it.


Baby aan mijn borstBaby an der Brust
ik fluister alsmaar zijn naam --flüstere seinen Namen --

met een x erin.mit einem x drin.

Poem S0451
Amsterdam, 2017-01-03
Party (Joke van Leeuwen) - 2016
Poem "Feest" (collection "Het moet nog ergens liggen")
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Van Leeuwen, Joke 
 

Zywa Of flesh and blood

Who I am, my jokes
my choice of words and my clothes
all of that seems important

but afterwards I know
every time again
that it does not stick, that

only a vague image
of it remains
with friends and acquaintances

and that it does not have
the consistency of my face
that it only means something

to who-knows-which
people I don't know, who
only hear and see me briefly

Poem 886
Amsterdam, 2016-12-11
Collection: I am
 

He becomes a she

in my poems, and hypo-


crites are all called I.


In mijn gedichtenIn meinem Gedicht
wordt hij een zij, en hypo-wird er eine sie, und die --

crieten heten ik.Heuchler heißen ich.

Poem H1301
Amsterdam, 2015-08-18
Butter for the woman who is sentenced to death (Delphine Lecompte) - 2012
Poem "Boter voor de ter dood veroordeelde" (collection "Blinde gedichten")
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Lecompte, Delphine 
 

Watch out for that man,

he's dirty and wet, he stinks --


like a shaggy dog.


Pas op voor die man,Pass auf, dieser Mann
hij is vies en nat, hij stinkt --ist dreckig und nass, er stinkt --

als een ruige hond.wie ein Zottelhund.

Poem S0259
Amsterdam, 2014-11-29
Letter 413 (Theo van Gogh) - 1883
Letter of December 15th, 1883 to Theo van Gogh
Collection: Home sea
Tribute to: Van Gogh, Theo 
 

Suddenly my hat

flies up, how ridiculous --


I am standing here.


Ineens waait mijn hoedPlötzlich fliegt mein Hut
voor mij uit, wat lachwekkend --vor mir her, wie lächerlich --

sta ik er nu bij.stehe ich dabei.

Poem H0177
Amsterdam, 2012-01-27
Collection: Life line 
 

I am in the light,

for a gazing audience:


being an Idea.


Ik sta in het licht,Ich stehe im Licht,
voor een groot, starend publiek --das Publikum starrt mich an --

een Idee te zijn.wie eine Idee.

Poem H0059
Amsterdam, 2011-12-09
Collection: The King
 

 

 
Baby
Tilburg, 1953-04-01
Paul J
Collection: The King
 

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