He hangs up mirrors,

I see all sides of myself --


Everyone sees them.


Hij hangt spiegels op,Er hängt Spiegel auf,
ik zie kanten van mezelf --ich sehe Seiten von mir --

Iedereen ziet ze.Alle sehen sie.

Poem H6212
Amsterdam, 2026-04-24
My struggle 6. The End (Karl Ove Knausgård) - 2011
Autobiographical novel "Min Kamp. Sjette bok" (translated 2018), part 9 - June 2010, Malmö (about the effect of Karl Ove's books on his wife; she falls into a severe depression, also because of publishers reject her short story collection, and due to the enormous stress of making a radio documentary)
Collection: Writing
Tribute to: Knausgård, Karl Ove 
 

They who are themselves

seem funny, but they show us --


that we are acting.


Wie zichzelf is, lijktDurch jemanden, der
grappig, maar hij laat zien dat --er selbst ist, erkennen wir --

wij toneel spelen.dass wir schauspielern.

Poem H6207
Amsterdam, 2026-04-18
My struggle 6. The End (Karl Ove Knausgård) - 2011
Autobiographical novel "Min Kamp. Sjette bok" (translated 2018), part 8 - June 2011, Malmö
Collection: Writing
Tribute to: Knausgård, Karl Ove 
 

I recognise my-

self best in a photo of --


my mirror-image.


Ik herken mijzelfIch erkenne mich
het beste op een foto --besser wieder auf einem --

van mijn spiegelbeeld.Spiegelbildfoto.

Poem S2675
Amsterdam, 2025-05-21
With a photo of Dory and Paul on their wedding anniversary on the beach (February 2nd, 2018, Zandvoort)

Dory and Paul

Collection: Writing
Dedicated to: Lotte W, Madelief dK, Dory dK, Paul J 
 

I happen to hear

them talking about me, now --


I need to get out.


Toevallig hoor ikZufällig hör ich
ze over mij praten, echt --sie über mich reden, uh --

ik moet wegwezen.ich muss sofort raus.

Poem H5370
Amsterdam, 2025-04-11
The darkness that separates us (Renate Dorrestein) - 2003
Novel "Het duister dat ons scheidt", part 2, 'Twaalf' ('Twelve' years old), chapter 'S is een spin' ('S is a spider')
Collection: Writing
Tribute to: Dorrestein, Renate 
 

When you attend to

pompous bigwigs you appear --


to be one yourself.


Wanneer jij hogeWenn du mit hohen
heren te woord staat lijk je --Tieren zu tun hast, scheinst du --

er zelf een te zijn.selbst einer zu sein.

Poem H5215
Amsterdam, 2025-02-03
She came to stay (Simone de Beauvoir) - 1943
Novel (roman à clef) "L'invitée" (1943, "She came to stay" / "The Invitee", 1949), part 2, chapter 4
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: De Beauvoir, Simone 
 

Zywa My other father

I get to know
my other father
by making trips

with you and wherever
we are you know something
about him to tell

and so I see
besides the memories
myself in other mirrors

Light falls on features
I know but that now
seem to cast other

shadows in this cave
of my thoughts, longing
for the warmth of the sun

Poem 5595
Amsterdam, 2025-01-24
Don't leave me alone (Renate Dorrestein) - 2008
Essay "Laat me niet alleen", chapter "Step Four: Let's stop for a moment and consider cross-generational relationships and their intrinsic value in Western civilization":
Nowadays I sit as a passenger next to big Ee in my own car: she drives. We go to the beach together. We go buy a pair of jeans. We go for a sandwich in the city. We go to the casino. And in everything we do, I can tell her something about her mother.
Allegory of the cave (375 BC, Plato, dialogue "Politeia" ["Republic"], VII 514a-520a)

Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Dorrestein, Renate; Plato 
Dedicated to: Ineke J, Hans J, Ruud J, Lucy J 
 

My friend writes stories,

a doppelganger of mine --


appears in her books.


Mijn vriend is schrijver,Meine Freundin schreibt,
een dubbelganger van mij --ein Doppelgänger von mir --

loopt rond in zijn boek.ist in ihrem Buch.

Poem H5015
Amsterdam, 2024-10-26
I kiss your hands a thousand times - Faxing to Ger #6 (Nicolien Mizee) - 2024
Diary novel "Ik kus uw handen duizendmaal - Faxen aan Ger #6", December 20th, 2000
Collection: In the shadow
Tribute to: Mizee, Nicolien 
 

The way he behaves,

imitating me, never --


I would act like that!


Zoals hij nu doet,So wie er jetzt tut,
mij nadoet, dat kan toch niet --mich nachahmt, nie werde ich --

dat ik zo zou doen!mich so benehmen!

Poem H4571
Amsterdam, 2024-03-21
The Mission (Wessel te Gussinklo) - 1995
Novel "De opdracht", chapter (2-) 18
Collection: Glimpsed
Tribute to: Te Gussinklo, Wessel 
 

No one is able

to know me, no one who does --


not know my childhood.


Niemand is in staatWer kann mich kennen?
om mij te kennen, niemand --Überhaupt niemand, der nicht --

die mijn jeugd niet kent.meine Kindheit kennt.

Poem S1729
Amsterdam, 2023-04-09
Collection: The Yellow House Museum
 

I must be somewhere

on the map of your sweet face --


in my pounding head!


Waar ben ik ergensWo auf der Karte
op de kaart van jouw gezicht --deines Gesichts in meinem --

in mijn bonzend hoofd?Kopf könnte ich sein?

Poem H3654
Amsterdam, 2023-01-07
That's how she is - 7 (Henk van der Waal) - 2003
Poem "Zo is zij" - 7 (collection "De aantochtster")
Collection: MistI
Tribute to: Van Der Waal, Henk 
 

Zywa Knowing who we are

I passed my parents
from much younger to one and a half
times older than they, more serious
I became, a grandmother I became

Experience, recognizing
my life in friends
seeing it again
in the children and grandchildren

Sticking together
our bodies familiar
with defects, pain
and messy memories

And now I want to leave
away from the timeless artificial light
of the hospital, slip away
dreamily in your memories

Poem 4646
Amsterdam, 2022-09-06
Collection: Lilith's Powers
 

If once, you could see

me the way I do, then what --


would your face show me?


Als jij mij eens zagWenn du mich sähest
zoals ik, wat zou ik dan --wie ich, was sähe ich dann --

kunnen zien aan jou?in deinem Gesicht?

Poem H2583
Amsterdam, 2019-10-14
Collection: The drama
 

I describe myself

in characters in whom you --


recognise yourself!


Ik beschrijf mijzelfIch beschreibe mich
in personages in wie --in Figuren, in denen --

jij jezelf herkent!du dich leicht erkennst!

Poem H2539
Amsterdam, 2019-08-04
Interview with Dimitri Verhulst - 2019
'Zomeravondgesprek'-interview ('Summer Evening Talk'-interview) in the nrc.weekend of August 3rd, 2019
Collection: A profession
Tribute to: Verhulst, Dimitri 
 

I exist, I do

want to be noticed by friends --


truly, as I am.


Ik besta, ik wilIch bin da, möchte,
door vrienden gezien worden --von dir gesehen werden --

echt, zoals ik ben.wirklich, wie ich bin.

Poem H2458
Amsterdam, 2019-05-07
The china shop - Faxing to Ger #2 (Nicolien Mizee) - 2018
Diary-novel "De porseleinkast - Faxen aan Ger"
Collection: In the shadow
Tribute to: Mizee, Nicolien 
 

Zywa My fantasy of myself

I have tried:
mirrors are not usable

They give a mirror image
not my face
as everyone sees it

Only in photos
taken close and casually
can I see who I am

but most of all I recognise
myself in bad snapshots
half-focused in yellowish light

like a truth filter
that merges a steady portrait
from momentary images

At home, they say I
look a bit like mémé

Poem 2037
Amsterdam, 2019-01-18
Collection: Greeting from before
 

Zywa Old moon

Only if I don't pay attention
I see my thoughts
reflected in the world

and myself as a full moon
in the light of mankind
with, here and there, some spots

of defects, blood
shrinkage and disability
and shadows of bragging

then I know myself so light
as if I were the sun
as if it were me

who makes the moons shine
and the seagulls scream out
the day over the canal

Only now that I pay attention
I see the moons of my life
we are old

my thoughts and I, my world
from the new to the old moon

Poem 1174
Amsterdam, 2017-03-09
Collection: Moons
 

Mirroring yourself

without ego on others:


a soft reflection.


Je zonder egoSich ohne Ego
aan anderen spiegelen:an anderen spiegeln: sanft --

een zacht spiegelbeeld.ist die Reflexion.

Poem H1663
Amsterdam, 2017-02-19
Tom Puss and The Mirrorer (Marten Toonder) - 1954
Comic strip #58 - "Tom Poes en De Spiegelaar", tier 2107 - The saying 'wie zich aan een ander spiegelt, spiegelt zich zacht' means: 'one man's fault is another man's lesson'
Collection: Puss & Lord
Tribute to: Toonder, Marten 
 

Zywa Eyes my hands

Kim is at a sleepover
the whole house is for me
my silence my music

I can jump as much as I like
the whole bed is for me
my skin my desire

for disordered bedding
the whole mirror is for me
my eyes my hands

the pearls shine
in my areolae my fur
in my eyes my hands

Kim is at a sleepover
For the first time I see my mother
standing naked in my body

Poem 977
Amsterdam, 2017-01-24
Collection: Without reserve
Dedicated to: Sheree P 
 

Zywa Such a house am I

Between the trees
six colourful panels
Six colourful panels
between green trees
And four pillars on the outside

Panels as doors
to another world
In their flat plane
magical screens that
you can step into

Holes in a clearing
between the trees
Look-ins entrances
for anyone who approaches
and can enter

the colour rooms, the invisible
country house in the clearing
where mirror trees live
outside mirrored inside and inside
mirrored outside, such a house

am I

Poem 880
Amsterdam, 2016-12-09
The cabin, burst open to 4 rooms (Daniel Buren) - 2005
Artwork "La cabane éclatée aux 4 salles" in the park of Villa Celle, near Pistoia
Collection: Local traffic
Tribute to: Buren, Daniel 
 

Zywa Please let us

Please behave normally
Let's go out together and
talk about all sorts of things

but not about me
because, when I let you speak
nothing seems to stay in place:

with daring explorations
of questions I don't have yet
you set my thoughts in motion

You drive them apart
and confused I leave you
Please let us be friends

Poem 131
Rovio, 2009-07-13
Quatio - Disquatio - Discutio
(chasing apart - setting in motion - discussion, conversation)

Collection: Local traffic
 

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