In the evening, I

doff my image, in the bath --


I wash my thoughts clean.


's Avonds leg ik mijnAm Abend lege
imago af en was ik --ich mein Image ab und ich --

mijn gedachten schoon.wasche meinen Geist.

Poem H6372
Amsterdam, 2026-08-02
The Penelopiad (Margaret Atwood) - 2005
Novel, chapter 22, Helen Takes a Bath
Collection: Skin-contact
Tribute to: Atwood, Margaret 
 

I wish for a good

outcome, then I close the door --


and I go to sleep.


Ik wens een goedeIch wünsche mir ein
afloop, en sluit dan de deur --gutes Ende, schließe ab --

om te gaan slapen.und gehe schlafen.

Poem H6368
Amsterdam, 2026-08-01
The Penelopiad (Margaret Atwood) - 2005
Novel, chapter 1, A Low Art
Letting go of what you cannot influence

Collection: Within the walls
Tribute to: Atwood, Margaret 
 

Drunkenness: giving

up everything, letting go --


Letting oneself fall.


Dronkenschap: allesTrunkenheit: alles
opgeven en loslaten --aufgeben und loslassen --

Zich laten vallen.Sich fallen lassen.

Poem S3070
Amsterdam, 2026-01-31
My struggle 2. A Man in Love (Karl Ove Knausgård) - 2009
Autobiographical novel "Min Kamp. Andre bok" (translated 2013), part 3 - March 5th, 2005, Stockholm
Collection: Leaving
Tribute to: Knausgård, Karl Ove 
 

When I was younger

I wanted to change the world --


now I let it go.


Vroeger wilde ikFrüher wollte ich
de wereld veranderen --die Welt verändern, und jetzt --

nu laat ik haar los.lasse ich sie los.

Poem H5901
Amsterdam, 2025-08-29
Diary 1974-1976 (Frida Vogels) - 2013
"Dagboek 1974-1976" - April 4th, 1974, Amsterdam
Collection: Overwritten
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Get it out, put it

away in a book or in --


a listening ear.


Gooi het eruit enRaus damit, lege
berg het op, in een boek of --es in ein Buch oder in --

een luisterend oor.ein offenes Ohr.

Poem H5577
Amsterdam, 2025-06-03
Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal? (Jeanette Winterson) - 2011
Autobiography (normal means: heterosexual), chapter 4, The Trouble With A Book . . .
Collection: Whirligig Scribbler
Tribute to: Winterson, Jeanette 
 

Seven times seven

times I wash my worries out --


of my troubled mind.


Zeven maal zevenSieben mal sieben-
keer was ik al mijn zorgen --mal wasche ich meine Not --

uit mijn gedachten.aus meinem Gemüt.

Poem H5253
Amsterdam, 2025-02-14
Have mercy (Kate Moore) - 2019
Composition "Miserere", Psalm 51, for violin, arranged for the Herz Ensemble, performed in the Organpark on February 14th, 2025 by Jellantsje de Vries (violin) and Elisabeth Smalt (viola) of the Herz Ensemble, and Geerten van de Wetering (organ)
Collection: org anp ARK 
Composer: Moore, Kate 
 

Zywa Love song

My trumps played
The last ace

is not upright
Fretting how
to conjure up a handicap

from untreatableness
conjuring it up from
the marvellous world

It costs me a lot
of energy and time
in which I live little

I caress the fine decoration
of my magic wand, aim
the point at myself

Live!
what I can live, not playing all
or nothing, not losing myself

Live what I can
otherwise I won't be able
to let go

Poem 5580
Amsterdam, 2024-12-09
With an image of the Tarot card 'Ace of Wands'
Collection: Dearme
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

Yawn, being sleepy,

I drowse my waking days like --


sleepless, dreamless nights.


Gaap, ik versuf mijnGähn, ich verdöse
dagen als slapeloze,die Tage wie schlaflose --

droomloze nachten.traumlose Nächte.

Poem H4446
Amsterdam, 2024-01-16
The Storm / The drowned (Margriet de Moor) - 2005
Novel "De verdronkene", § 5 Responsorium (Responsory) - Inner dialogue
Collection: Moist glow
Tribute to: De Moor, Margriet 
 

I'm going to die:

my children have said goodbye --


yes, twice already.


Ik ga dood: al tweeIch sterbe: schon zwei-
keer hebben mijn kinderen --mal haben meine Kinder --

afscheid genomen.sich verabschiedet.

Poem H4447
Amsterdam, 2024-01-16
The Storm / The drowned (Margriet de Moor) - 2005
Novel "De verdronkene", § 5 Responsorium (Responsory) - Inner dialogue
Collection: Finethreads
Tribute to: De Moor, Margriet 
 

At twilight, there is

a crack in the day, a gate --


for dying people.


's Avonds kiert de dag,Abenddämmerung
de schemering is een poort --ist ein Riss im Tag, ein Tor --

voor de stervenden.für die Sterbenden.

Poem H4069
Amsterdam, 2023-08-22
the daylight gate (Jeanette Winterson) - 2012
Novel, Lancaster AD 1612
Collection: Stream
Tribute to: Winterson, Jeanette 
 

What I no longer

do, can no longer do, has --


slipped from my own hand.


Wat ik niet meer doe,Was ich nicht mehr tu,
niet meer kan, is weggeglipt --nicht mehr tun kann, ist mir selbst --

uit mijn eigen hand.aus der Hand geschlüpft.

Poem H4024
Amsterdam, 2023-08-10
it doesn't come to me anymore (Antjie Krog) - 2022
Poem "dit kom nie meer op my af nie" (collection "Plunder" ["Pillage"])
Collection: Over
Tribute to: Krog, Antjie 
 

Keeping your head back,

you can let go of your thoughts --


of your desires too.


Hoofd achterover,Deinen Kopf zurück,
je gedachten loslaten --die Gedanken loslassen --

ook je begeerten.die Begierden auch.

Poem H3350
Amsterdam, 2022-06-30
Exercise in loss of control (Mark van Tongele) - 2004
Poem "Oefening in buitenzinnigheid" (collection "Luchthonger")
Collection: VacantVoid
Tribute to: Van Tongele, Mark 
 

I must travel light,

otherwise I won't succeed --


to comprehend things.


Ik moet licht reizen,Ich muß leicht reisen,
want anders lukt het me niet --sonst wird's mir nicht gelingen --

iets te begrijpen.etwas zu fassen.

Poem H3121
Amsterdam, 2021-11-07
Under the Net (Iris Murdoch) - 1954
Novel
Collection: Stall
Tribute to: Murdoch, Iris 
 

Zywa In the light of the moon

I carried enough
buckets today

Sometimes they are heavy
Nothing to do about it
One time I will come
to know a bit, little bit
about the content

and then it remains the question whether
I would have wanted to know it before

In bed I mount
my horse, my banner
in the holder, flapping
in the speed of my wishes
lighting up in the night

of impossibilities
and a new start

The moon leads me
It empties the buckets
so that I have nothing
to lose and can jump
-- over my worries

Poem 4092
Amsterdam, 2021-11-02
Collection: Moons
Dedicated to: Marije S 
 

Yet his pessimism

does cheer us up in some way --


it's quite laughable!


Zijn pessimismeSein Pessimismus
montert ons juist heel erg op --muntert uns irgendwie auf --

het is lachwekkend!es ist zum Lachen!

Poem H3003
Amsterdam, 2021-08-08
The Scandals (Simon Vestdijk) - 1953
Novel "De schandalen"
Collection: Inmost [2]
Tribute to: Vestdijk, Simon 
 

The longer I live,

you know, the less important --


I seem to become.


Hoe langer ik leef,Je länger man lebt,
tja, hoe minder belangrijk --desto weniger wichtig --

ik lijk te worden.man scheint zu werden.

Poem H2985
Amsterdam, 2021-07-08
Collection: Dearme
 

Zywa My purple rain

The candle on the edge of the bath crackles
and, over my body, the ball is fizzing
the purple rain

of my red blood
in the blue reflection
of the sky in the water

my skin dissolves, my skeleton
shivers, so beautiful is this
ending, farewell my love

just let me go, I'm crying
but I love myself
since you kissed away what was ugly

Poem 2428
Amsterdam, 2019-09-26
Purple rain (Prince)
Poems "Hate (Vent)" and "The color purple" (Siera Mayhew) - 2019

Song "Purple rain" (1984)
Poems by Siera Mayhew (September 4th, 2019 resp. end of August 2019)

Collection: Inflictions
Tribute to: Prince 
Dedicated to: Siera Mayhew 
 

I really relaxed

on the cruise ship, I still do --


on the ICU.


Ik ontspande meIch entspannte mich
op het cruiseschip, en nog steeds --auf dem Kreuzfahrtschiff, immer --

hier, op de IC.noch, auf der IS.

Poem H2558
Amsterdam, 2019-08-31
Health Care Centre of Our Lady, location East, ward B8
Collection: On living on [2]
 

Dance, relationships:

it's the art of letting go --


to be real partners.


Dansen, relaties:Tanz, Beziehungen,
de kunst van het loslaten --sind die Kunst, loszulassen --

om partners te zijn.um Partner zu sein.

Poem H2462
Amsterdam, 2019-05-09
The china shop - Faxing to Ger #2 (Nicolien Mizee) - 2018
Diary-novel "De porseleinkast - Faxen aan Ger"
Collection: In the shadow
Tribute to: Mizee, Nicolien 
 

Zywa Do not count

A sphinx in the desert grabs my feet

     What is small, soft and weak
     but stronger than the hardest marble?

     Do not count on what you have learned
     do not count on what you are thinking now
     do not count on what you will know later

     but surrender to the answer
     or burn alive in the sun!


The standing heat and my resistance
against this exam dehydrate me

I lick the salt from my lips
fold my hands above my head
until they sting and get exhausted

my sweat evaporates
my skin is bursting
sand fills the slits

I dream of drops
that seal me
one by one, slowly

making their way deep
into my fibres, and the sphinx nods
She releases me

     Here's a roof
     here's a well
     take a rest and move on

Poem 2052
Amsterdam, 2019-01-25
Collection: I am
 

Zywa It's not a picnic

   Once more the teacher whispers it in my ear: breathe
   calmly, feel what is coming loose and let it go, a burden

   you won't miss, dare to forget it
   and stay in your body, no matter what


   gathering tears, self-pity
   or blazing anger, it's not a picnic

   to live and a cold comfort
   that it passes

But that's not what I come for
I just want peace in my life

I really need this retreat
I don't have enough time

I'm not allowed to discuss that right now, I don't
even want to think of it, I concentrate

on the painful back
I'm putting myself through

Poem 1362
Amsterdam, 2017-05-19
Vipassana
Collection: On living on [2]
Dedicated to: Claudia A 
 

I keep my skin young

and strong, I always wash me --


with coarse sandpaper.


Ik houd mijn huid jongIch halt meine Haut
en sterk, ik was me altijd --jung und stark, ich wasche mich --

met grof schuurpapier.mit Sandpapier (grob).

Poem H0700
Amsterdam, 2014-01-27
Complaint from a collector (Cor Vaandrager) - 1958
Poem "Klacht van een kollektioneur" (magazine "gard sivik")
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Vaandrager, Cor 
 

Bats
are hanging upside down
Bats
I too let go of my fears

I am a heroine :
I am willing to sacrifice myself for others
 

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