Life keeps hurting me,

and at night I lie awake --


from rain on my soul.


Het leven doet pijn,Das Leben schmerzt, nachts
en 's nachts lig ik wakker van --liege ich wach vor Regen --

regen op mijn ziel.auf meiner Seele.

Poem S3236
Amsterdam, 2026-08-22
The raincoats (Paolo Conte) - 1984
Song "Gli impermeabili", third album titled "Paolo Conte"
Collection: Patterns
Tribute to: Conte, Paolo 
 

Zywa Summertime

.. and the living is not easy
But you keep that hidden

The children are tired and whimper
They don't want to be disadvantaged

And you have to keep them obedient
And always be there for the men

In public, you have to beam
Then they are cheerful, warm, and gallant

You must not say anything that would
force your husband to take action

Sometimes you explode, screaming
you scare the children

with reproaches you wouldn't
have wanted to even think

That is how the days crumble
And you learn to live with it

Poem 6093
Amsterdam, 2026-07-22
The lost daughter (Elena Ferrante) - 2006
Novel "La figlia oscura" (translated in 2008)
The novel is set in Calabria (Southern Italy)

Collection: Pending rain
Tribute to: Ferrante, Elena 
 

Digging here, there, and

deeper: he who does not dig --


will find no treasure.


Graven, hier, daar, enHier graben, dort, und
nog wat dieper: wie niet graaft --noch tiefer: wer nicht gräbt, wird --

zal geen schat vinden.keinen Schatz finden.

Poem H5981
Amsterdam, 2025-10-24
Improvisations - 2025
Improvisations by Yuri Honing (saxophones) and Wolfert Brederode (piano, organ, harmonium) in the program "The dictionary of color", on October 24th, 2025 in the Organpark
Collection: org anp ARK 
Tribute to: Brederode, Wolfert; Honing, Yuri 
 

I lost the fight, now

I must move on, it turned out --


not to be the end.


Ik heb het gevechtDen Kampf verloren
verloren en moet verder --Jetzt muss ich weiter, es war --

Het was geen einde.noch nicht das Ende.

Poem H5813
Amsterdam, 2025-08-11
A defeat is not what was expected (Frida Vogels) - 1994
Poem "Een nederlaag is niet wat men verwachtte", published in the collection "De harde kern 3" ("The hard core 3", part IV [Frida] - April 1st, 1969, Bologna
Collection: Between us
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

On the mountain I

gathered bags full of nuts, here --


there are thorn bushes.


Op de berg raapte Dort sammelte ich
ik zakken vol noten, hier --Säcke voller Nüsse, hier --

staan er doornstruiken.gibt's Dornensträucher.

Poem H5778
Amsterdam, 2025-08-03
Where the bushes become so thorny that you can no longer break through them (Frida Vogels) - 1994
Verse "Waar de struiken zo doornig worden dat je je er niet meer kunt doorslaan", published in "Diary 1964-1965" (2008) - November 19th, 1965, Bologna
Collection: Self-portraits
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Knowing that despite

all your hard work, you still haven't --


made any progress...


Beseffen dat jeDer Begriff, man ist
ondanks al je gezwoeg niets --trotz all seiner Arbeit nichts --

opgeschoten bent...vorangekommen...

Poem H5768
Amsterdam, 2025-07-31
Stubbornly rowing against the current (Frida Vogels) - 1994
Verse "Koppig tegen de stroom op roeiend", published in the collection "De harde kern 3" ("The hard core 3", part VII [Acquiescence]) - June 9th, 1965, Bologna
Collection: Self-portraits
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Inside I invent

everything, outside it's real --


and I have to fight.


Binnen bedenk ikInnen denke ich
alles, buiten is het echt --alles, außen ist es echt --

en moet ik vechten.und muss ich kämpfen.

Poem H5729
Amsterdam, 2025-07-23
The enemy is in the city (Frida Vogels) - 2007
Verse "De vijand is in de stad", published in the collection "De harde kern 3" ("The hard core 3", part IV [Frida]), and in "Diary 1962-1963" (2007, "Natuurlijk had je gelijk", 10 oktober 1962) - October 4th, 1962, Modena (Poem about herself in response to the kidnapping of the Spanish vice-consul in Milan)
Collection: Beyond the Cape
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

I plod on, with my

shadow heavy on my back --


even though it's flat.


Ik zwoeg door de sneeuw,Ich schufte weiter,
mijn schaduw zwaar op mijn rug --mein Schatten auf dem Rücken --

ook al is hij plat.flach und doch sehr schwer.

Poem S2616
Amsterdam, 2025-03-28
Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World (Haruki Murakami) - 1994
Novel "Sekai no owari to Hado-boirudo Wandarando" (translation 1991), chapter 38, 'Escape'
Collection: Within the walls
Tribute to: Murakami, Haruki 
 

Make more small efforts,

it will save us all a lot --


of bigger efforts!


Meer kleine moeiteMehr kleiner Aufwand
zou de mensen veel schelen:würde uns viel ersparen:

veel grote moeite!viel großen Aufwand!

Poem S2610
Amsterdam, 2025-03-18
is there hope (Renate Dorrestein) - 2009
Novel "is er hoop", part 3, chapter 'A bottle of brown beer'
Collection: Within the walls
Tribute to: Dorrestein, Renate 
 

Splashing through the swamp,

I get tired and too heavy --


to fly away now.


Soppend door de drasPlatschend durch den Sumpf
word ik moe en veel te zwaar --bin ich müde und zu schwer --

om weg te vliegen.um wegzufliegen.

Poem S2521
Amsterdam, 2025-01-18
Pole (Karlheinz Stockhausen) - 1970
Improvisation-composition, for two players/singers with two shortwave receivers, on the occasion of the Expo '70 in Osaka; performed by Robin Rimbaud (electronics), Jakob Lekkerkerker (organ) and Gareth Davis (bass clarinet) on January 18th, 2025 in the Organpark
Collection: org anp ARK 
Composer: Stockhausen, Karlheinz 
 

Zywa Only the sea

I hate it here, the heat, all
year round, even when it rains
that horrible rain, the bugs
the bad water, awful food

the poor people, they are everywhere
the rich people, so pleased
with themselves, and the hustle and bustle

the gaudy clothes, the loud
talking, all the questions and orders
the dirt, the stench and the squatting
to poop, I hate it

money with which you can't buy anything
in shabby shops, stupid entertainment
the films, the dancing, the music

all the accents, the crooked language
and the proper language, which is uncommon
all the cars except American
and those too because they are old models

school, which is a prison
holidays, oh so stiff
even then no time off

old people, children, radio and TV
without reception, and the arguments
about the gods
Only the sea is worthy of me

Poem 5563
Amsterdam, 2024-10-15
the ground beneath her feet (Salman Rushdie) - 1999
A child in Mumbai in the fifties
Novel, chapter 3 Legends of Thrace

Collection: Sludge
 

There's so much to do,

without knowing if my life --


is worth what it costs.


Ik moet zoveel doen,Ich muss so viel tun
wist ik maar of mijn leven --und weiß nicht, ob mein Leben --

waard is wat het kost.diesen Preis wert ist.

Poem H4449
Amsterdam, 2024-01-20
Aphorisms. Thoughts and Opinions (Emanuel Wertheimer) - 1895
"Aphorismen. Gedanken und Meinungen", quoted in the novel "Buitenstaanders" ("Outsiders", 1983, Renate Dorrestein), § 1 - "Das Leben ist selten das wert, was es kostet" ("Life is rarely worth what it costs" / "La vie vaut rarement ce qu'elle coûte")
Collection: Lack
Tribute to: Dorrestein, Renate; Wertheimer, Emanuel 
 

A storm is rising,

my peace is disturbed, I have --


to get on with life.


Er steekt een storm op,Ein Sturm zieht auf, stört
mijn rust wordt verstoord, ik moet --meinen Frieden, aber ich --

verder met leven.muss weiterleben.

Poem H4355
Amsterdam, 2023-12-10
The Cemetery By the Sea (Paul Valéry) - 1922
Poem "Le Cimetière marin", last verse
Collection: On the fly
Tribute to: Valéry, Paul 
 

The future eats me,

which I don't mind, as long as --


I feel the chewing.


De toekomst vreet me,Die Zukunft frisst mich,
wat ik niet erg vind, zolang --was mich nicht stört, solange --

ik het kauwen voel.ich das Kauen spür.

Poem S1938
Amsterdam, 2023-09-30
The happy hunting grounds (Nanne Tepper) - 1995
Novel "De eeuwige jachtvelden" (English edition 1999), Fourth book
Collection: The Note Tree
Tribute to: Tepper, Nanne 
 

Countless frogs climb up

over each other's backs and --


fall back down again.


Kikkers klauterenDie Frösche klettern
over elkaars rug omhoog --übereinander empor --

en vallen terug.und fallen zurück.

Poem H4146
Amsterdam, 2023-09-12
A Change of tongue (Antjie Krog) - 2003
"La Caravane de la Poésie" in 1999 - Swimming pool in a hotel in Bamako (Mali)
Tale, part 5, A journey (Day Seven)

Collection: Em Brace
Tribute to: Krog, Antjie 
 

I write sleeplessly.

Night after day it is a --


blank road, strewn with mines.


Slapeloos schrijf ik.Ich schreibe schlaflos.
Dag en nacht een blanco weg --Immer die leere Straße --

bezaaid met mijnen.voller Springminen.

Poem H3660
Amsterdam, 2023-01-13
The absence of place - I (Edmond Jabès) - 1965
Poem "L'absence de lieu" - I (collection "Je bâtis ma demeure")
Collections: Finethreads, A profession 
Tribute to: Jabès, Edmond 
 

Walking the asphalt,

we are exhausted, pulling --


at the horizon.


Over het asfaltÜber den Asphalt
lopend trekken we doodmoe --laufend ziehen wir erschöpft --

aan de horizon.an dem Horizont.

Poem H3601
Amsterdam, 2022-12-04
the day rolls onto the street (Rozalie Hirs) - 2012
Poem "de dag rolt de straat op" (collection "Gestamelde woorden"), in 2017 included in the theatre piece "dreams of airs" as the second part, "golden vielleicht" ("maybe golden")
Collection: org ANP ark 
Tribute to: Hirs, Rozalie 
 

I hesitate to

address him, so intensely --


wearily he smiles.


Ik aarzel om hemIch zögere, ihn
iets te zeggen, zo intens --zu stören, so intensiv --

vermoeid glimlacht hij.müde lächelt er.

Poem S1586
Amsterdam, 2022-12-01
The Office - Plankton (Han Voskuil) - 1997
Novel "Het Bureau - Plankton"
Page 372, Maarten Koning and Freek Matser (1974)

Collection: Dirty hands
Tribute to: Voskuil, Han 
 

Rather less funny

than fantastic, rather real --


than a fantasy.


Liever minder leukNein, nicht fabelhaft
dan fantastisch, liever echt --und lustig, lieber real --

dan een fantasie.als eine Fabel.

Poem H3553
Amsterdam, 2022-10-31
Collection: Bruises
 

Throats clamped, exhaling

very heavy together --


a long breath of air.


Kelen klemgezet,Die Kehlen geklemmt,
met een lange teug samen --mit einem langen Atem-

heel zwaar ademen.zug sehr schwer atmen.

Poem H3543
Amsterdam, 2022-10-29
orgelinstallation (Eva-Maria Houben) - 2022
"orgelinstallation" ("organ-installation") I (2005), II and III (2022), performed on six organs in the Organpark by Eva-Maria Houben on October 29th, 2022
Collection: org ANP ark 
Composer: Houben, Eva-Maria 
 

Sun on the roof edge,

underneath we sufferlead --


our cold shadow lives.


Zon op de dakrand,Sonniges Traufbrett,
eronder lijleiden wij --darunter führleiden wir --

een schaduwleven.ein Schattenleben.

Poem S1517
Amsterdam, 2022-09-22
Collection: Greeting from before
 

The angel attacked,

my blood dripped into the snow --


till the sun came up.


De engel viel aan,Der Engel griff an,
mijn bloed drupte in de sneeuw --mein Blut tropfte in den Schnee --

tot de zon opkwam.bis Sonnenaufgang.

Poem H3407
Amsterdam, 2022-08-09
The colours of Anna (Sander Kollaard) - 2021
Novel "De kleuren van Anna", § Red
Collection: No wonder
Tribute to: Kollaard, Sander 
 

Zywa Groaning, I hold on

In the whirlpools, people puff
and scream for help
The spectators whisper

the last gossip
until the poets hand
shoves them away, looking

for the right tone
He's just messing about
because the Way is the Truth

of all votes against
Everyone gags for meaning
in a livable rhythm

Groaning, I hold on
They are talking about me
I hear it in the breaks

This is how it will go on
with an occasional blow
hoping it is a hit

It is fiddling and tinkering
keep breathing calmly
and not short-circuiting

Poem 4217
Amsterdam, 2021-12-12
bird from the chimney (Hansko Visser) - 2021
"kéménymadár" ("bird from the chimney"), 2021, Hansko Visser [1966], in collaboration with Lucio Tasca [1993], Reinier van Houdt [1964] and Jasna Veli?kovi? [1974]; inspired by Ernö Király
Collection: ORG anp ark 
Tribute to: Visser, Hansko 
 

Well, to be buried

is giving in after all --


in to gravity.


Begraven wordenSchließlich begraben,
is eindelijk toegeven --also endlich der Schwerkraft --

aan de zwaartekracht.doch nachgegeben.

Poem H2698
Amsterdam, 2020-05-07
Overhealthy (Ellen Deckwitz) - 2020
Column "Overgezond" (in nrc.next)
Collection: Death on Cast
Tribute to: Deckwitz, Ellen 
 

Life is beautiful,

despite misunderstandings --


and troubles with sex.


Het leven is mooi,Das Leben ist schön,
al heb je misverstanden --trotz Missverständnissen und --

en gedoe met seks.Getue mit Sex.

Poem S0869
Amsterdam, 2019-05-11
The china shop - Faxing to Ger #2 (Nicolien Mizee) - 2018
Diary-novel "De porseleinkast - Faxen aan Ger"
Collection: In the shadow
Tribute to: Mizee, Nicolien 
 

Zywa Gardendoubts

The travelling man created
the inn, later also the pub
and he saw that it was good

The forests have been felled, the trees
sawed up, carpentered and polished
- a couch on which I sit

in the back of the pub with people
talking about the curiosities of their lives
and asking me what I know

of my work, is it more
than what I do? Am how far
does its influence extend?

What is our place
in All, what is the point
of our effort?

Poem 1594
Amsterdam, 2017-10-31
Café "Tuin" ("Garden" Pub) in Amsterdam
Collection: The drama
 

My pay is stolen,

getting it back is hard, is --


not worth the effort.


Mijn gestolen loon:Mein Lohn, gestohlen:
het terug zien te krijgen --es zurückzubekommen --

loont de moeite niet.lohnt die Mühe nicht.

Poem H1805
Amsterdam, 2017-09-17
Diary 1958-1959 (Frida Vogels) - 2006
"Dagboek 1958-1959" - February 28th, 1959, Milan
Collection: Beyond the Cape
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Zywa PumicePieces

Being a volcano
with a thick skin
of fresh fertile soil

Wasting myself on it
with well-intentioned tinkering
and failing plans

Ignore the mess
It's not that bad
Excuses are unnecessary

Tomorrow is another day
for the holy got to be
and new wrongprovements

There's enough in bloom
to live on
between all solidifications and ashes -

the black of ardent ideals

Poem 1119
Amsterdam, 2017-04-05
Collection: PumicePieces
 

To work is to boom,

hammering out the haught pride --


and windy stature.


Werken is dreunen,Arbeit ist Dröhnen,
het pletten van hoge moed --das Quetschen von hohem Mut --

en windrig aanschijn.und windiger Form.

Poem H1657
Amsterdam, 2017-01-25
Sir Bumble and The Labborman (Marten Toonder) - 1965
Comic strip #110 - "Heer Bommel en De Labberdaan", tier 5456
Collection: Puss & Lord
Tribute to: Toonder, Marten 
 

Zywa Appearances

Because I don't have time
I just like to waste the day
unwashed in a bathrobe

Being myself, at home
in my city bunker -
in front of the window
that mirrors on the outside

If you fly past it
you will see sparrows
being chased off the seed
by ducks who then flee

from the gull army
which has hardened its beaks
four times in the gastric acid
of the Duck family

I am safely offside
and what I don't like
I erase from the screen

Poem 969
Amsterdam, 2017-01-22
Hard swords were made from iron filings, which had been mixed into the feed of ostriches, ducks, or chickens to harden in their stomach acid, and were subsequently recovered from the manure
Collection: Local traffic
 

If you lack wishes,

you will be trudging through life --


as through a desert.


Wie geen wensen heeft,Wer keine Wünsche
die ploetert door het leven --hat, schleppt sich durchs Leben wie --

als door een woestijn.durch eine Wüste.

Poem H1647
Amsterdam, 2017-01-08
Tom Puss and The Quants (Marten Toonder) - 1958
Comic strip #80 - "Tom Poes en De Kwanten", tier 3441
Collection: Puss & Lord
Tribute to: Toonder, Marten 
 

Every week he cries,

force-born out of the bathtub:


the clothes are so rough.


Elke week huilt hij,Er weint wöchentlich,
dwanggeboren uit het bad:zwangsgeboren aus dem Bad:

kleren zijn zo ruw.Kleidung ist so grob.

Poem H0801
Amsterdam, 2014-02-25
The idiot in the bathtub (M. Vasalis) - 1936
Poem "De idioot in het bad", published in magazine "Groot Nederland" (August 1936) and in the collection "Parken en woestijnen" (1940)
Collection: Blankets of snow
Tribute to: Vasalis, M. 
 

 

 
Tree (Ardennes)
Müllerthal, 1982-04-28
Werschrumschluff (Ardennen)
Collection: Photo's 1982
 

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