Living first-hand is

a whole lot easier with --


secondhand items.


Eerstehands levenLebe aus erster
gaat gemakkelijker met --Hand und benutze Waren --

tweedehands spullen.aus zweiten Händen.

Poem H6351
Amsterdam, 2026-07-09
A free life (Mariët Meester) - 2025
Autobiographical story "Een vrij leven", chapter XVI - Winter 1990, Barcelona
Collection: Patterns
Tribute to: Meester, Mariët 
 

Does someone want some

life experience from me?


I never use it...


Wil er iemand watWill jemand meine
levenservaring van mij?Lebenserfahrung? Ich selbst --

Ik doe er niks mee...mache nichts damit...

Poem S3176
Amsterdam, 2026-06-08
Exercise in futility (Theo Maassen) - 2024
Cabaret show "Onbegonnen werk" (2024-2025)
Collection: VacantVoid
Tribute to: Maassen, Theo 
 

It was nasty, but

I felt that I was alive --


Chock-full of disgust.


Het was niet fijn, maarEs ist widerlich,
ik voelde dat ik leefde --aber ich bin lebendig --

Boordevol walging.Von Ekel erfüllt.

Poem S2732
Amsterdam, 2025-06-22
Underland (Alma Mathijsen) - 2024
Novel "Onderland", chapter John
Collection: Truder
Tribute to: Mathijsen, Alma 
 

Taking a quick look

back and know that I am seen --


that I am alive.


Even omkijken,Umsehen, wissen,
weten dat ik gezien word --dass ich gesehen werde --

weten dat ik leef.ja, dass ich lebe.

Poem H5377
Terborg, 2025-04-15
With the photo of Lotte and Michi W on the 'Lookout'-swing of the A'DAM Tower
Collection: I am
Dedicated to: Lotte W 
 

It's hailing thick ice

bullets and the clouds beat tens --


of thousands of drums.


Het hagelt dikkeEs hagelt dicke
ijskogels, de wolken slaan --Kugeln, die Wolken schlagen --

op duizend trommels.wohl tausend Trommeln.

Poem H5185
Amsterdam, 2025-01-20
The Saint of the Impossible (Arnon Grunberg) - 1998
Novella "De heilige Antonio", chapter 15
Collection: Stream
Tribute to: Grunberg, Arnon 
 

Zywa That's what life is

I sing this song, I sing it out
I drum, I jump, I dance and shout
Hey, who of you joins in, who's in the mood?
Come, cook and eat, discuss the days
and break the silence with hoorays
it will be fun together as it should

That's what life is, That's what life is
That's what life is, That's what life is


     You want it all, you think you might
     succeed, why, isn't it your right?
     So, on the chosen path you chase ahead
     but life goes on and bounces back
     it traps you in a dead end track
     (and there the order will be shed)

If only I could pull the strings
and not were short of many things
for everything I wanted to pass on
I learn a lot, it doesn't stop
my wisdom is among the top
but I'm retired, my influence is gone

     There is a human need to touch
     so do love him and her as much
     and growing old you may learn to play
     You do your best, you are a friend
     but good things also have their end
     (and loved ones also pass away)

Poem 5575
Amsterdam, 2024-11-24
Hallelujah (Leonard Cohen) - 1984
Song (album "Various Positions")
Collection: Summer birds
Tribute to: Cohen, Leonard 
 

Sad to say, so much

beauty that we remember --


has to die with us...


Ach, zoveel schoonheidAch, so viel Schönheit,
die wij ons herinneren --an die wir uns erinnern --

zal met ons sterven...wird mit uns sterben...

Poem H4994
Amsterdam, 2024-10-20
Collection: Metamorphic body
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

The cave fell away,

I was standing in the sun --


in the real world now.


Ineens viel de grotDie Höhle fiel weg
weg en stond ik in de zon --und ich stand in der Sonne --

de echte wereld.in der echten Welt.

Poem H4825
Amsterdam, 2024-08-02
Henry and Cato (Iris Murdoch) - 1976
Novel, part One, Rites of passage
Cato experiences a revelation, as if leaving Plato's cave

Collection: Longing and Loss
Tribute to: Murdoch, Iris; Plato 
 

When she goes to sleep

she babbles about today's --


experiences.


Bij het slapen gaanAls sie schlafen geht,
brabbelt ze over de dag --plappert sie über heute --

wat ze beleefd heeft.was sie erlebt hat.

Poem H4497
Amsterdam, 2024-02-05
Narratives from the Crib (Katherine Nelson) - 2006
Study - Children of two years old
Collection: Being my own museum
Tribute to: Nelson, Katherine 
 

Knowing each other

from before, and not knowing --


but knowing life now.


Elkaar van vroegerSich von früher schon
kennen, en niet meer kennen --kennen, und nicht mehr kennen --

Het leven kennen.Das Leben kennen.

Poem H4383
Amsterdam, 2023-12-20
Collection: Local traffic
 

I escaped from my

armour, naked I feel: what--


is outside of me?


Ik ben ontsnapt uitMeiner Rüstung ent-
mijn pantser, naakt voel ik: wat --kommen, nackt fühlen: was ist --

is er buiten mij?außerhalb von mir?

Poem H4047
Amsterdam, 2023-08-17
argueing - 1 (Antjie Krog) - 2022
Poem "redekawel" - 1 (collection "Plunder" ["Pillage"])
Collection: Passage Passion
Tribute to: Krog, Antjie 
 

Then, what is my life?

The time in which I exist --


So it is: my past.


Wat is mijn leven?Was ist mein Leben?
De tijd waarin ik besta --Mein Dasein, also: meine --

Dus: mijn verleden.Vergangenheit, klar!

Poem H3855
Amsterdam, 2023-06-15
The Road (Cormac McCarthy) - 2006
Novel
Collection: Over
Tribute to: McCarthy, Cormac 
 

Home is: where you live.

We are not from a country --


but from our childhood.


Thuis is: waar je leeft.Heim ist: wo man lebt.
We komen niet uit een land --Man stammt aus seiner Kindheit --

maar uit onze jeugd.nicht aus einem Land.

Poem H3828
Amsterdam, 2023-05-25
I remember all your dreams (René Frégni) - 2016
"On n'est pas d'un pays, on est de son enfance" ("We are not from a country, we are from our childhood", in the poetic short story collection "Je me souviens de tous vos rêves")
Film "Interdit aux chiens et aux Italiens" ("No Dogs or Italians Allowed"), 2022, Alain Ughetto

Collection: Being my own museum
Tribute to: Fregni, Rene; Ughetto, Alain 
 

Zywa Opening

Outside is the earth, the life
of lungs, hearts and legs
Outside we experience the wonder
of everything around us
Outside we live the wonder
of who we are

Within is heaven, the creative soul
of our life together
Within we unfold
and we give the best
Within we are open
to what the world offers

Open, I let
the outside in and
the inside out
like a stream
Open, I receive
and I give myself

Poem 5075
Amsterdam, 2023-01-30
"Genesis" ("Bereshit")
"Morgenspruch für die Klassen 5-12" ("Morning verse for grades 5-12", September 7th, 1919, Rudolf Steiner)

Collection: Metamorphic body
Tribute to: Steiner, Rudolf 
 

A thought is super-

ficial, not so is an act,


an experience.


Een gedachte isEin Gedanke ist
oppervlakkig, een daad niet,oberflächlich, die Tat nicht,

een beleving niet.die Erfahrung nicht.

Poem H3634
Amsterdam, 2022-12-31
On the 'Realm of freedom' (Friedrich Nietzsche) - 1881
Passage "Vom 'Reiche der Freiheit' " (#125) im 2. Buch von: "Morgenröte. Gedanken über die moralischen Vorurteile" (Passage "On the 'Realm of freedom' " in book 2 of: "The Dawn of Day - Thoughts on the Prejudices of Morality")
Collection: On the fly
Tribute to: Nietzsche, Friedrich 
 

People are vessels

full of experiences --


old mingled with new.


Een mens is een vatDer Mensch, ein Gefäß
vol oude ervaringen --mit alten Erfahrungen --

vermengd met nieuwe.vermischt mit neuen.

Poem H3627
Amsterdam, 2022-12-29
Time Regained (Marcel Proust) - 1927
"Une heure n'est pas qu'une heure, c'est un vase rempli de parfums, de sons, de projets et de climats" ("An hour is not just an hour, it's a vase filled with perfumes, sounds, projects and climates")
Quote from: "Time Regained", §2

Collection: Stream
Tribute to: Proust, Marcel 
 

My self, the snowball:

experiences that grow --


and clamp together.


Mijn zelf, de sneeuwbal:Mein Selbst, der Schneeball:
ervaringen die groeien --Erfahrungen, die wachsen --

en zich verdichten.und sich verdichten.

Poem H3626
Amsterdam, 2022-12-28
The Laugh (Henri Bergson) - 1899
"Le Rire, Essai sur la signification du comique", § 2-1-3 "La boule de neige" ("The snowball")
Collection: Stream
Tribute to: Bergson, Henri 
 

About everything

I saw, I cry, drowning tears --


in oblivion.


Ik huil van allesEin ganzes Leben
wat ik zag, verdrink tranen --ertränke ich mit Tränen --

in vergetelheid.in Vergessenheit.

Poem S1573
Amsterdam, 2022-11-25
Blade runner (Ridley Scott / Philip K. Dick) - 1982
Film "Blade runner" (1982, Ridley Scott, after a novel by Philip K. Dick)
Replicant (android) Roy Batty (Rutger Hauer) saves the life of 'blade runner' Rick Deckard, although he will be killed by him afterwards, and says: 'All those moments will be lost in time like tears in rain'

Collection: Pending rain
Tribute to: Hauer, Rutger 
 

Zywa Everything is blue, and pink

I squat against a high wall
hands in my head
slide to twelve

I'm there, I'm not there
Smoke, journey, resting place
full moon

Buzzing, six, sixteen
times I come in
water reflections

Rattling wallpaper
Thumb after thumb I put
a stamp upon the days

Winds blow past
everything is blue
yes, everything

sharp blue
and pink in the world
of the children

Poem 4313
Amsterdam, 2022-02-13
Live-coded visual (eerie_ear) - 2022
February 12th, 2022, in the Organpark
Collection: ORG anp ark 
Composer: Pappalardo, Sebastian 
 

These rotting pieces

of youth, desire, and trauma:


my own manure heap.


Rottende stukjesVerrottungsstücke
jeugd, verlangen en trauma:von Jugend, Wunsch und Trauma:

mijn eigen mestvaalt.mein eigener Mist.

Poem H3139
Amsterdam, 2021-12-02
The secret (Ellen Deckwitz) - 2021
Column "Het geheim" (in NRC)
Collection: Death on Cast
Tribute to: Deckwitz, Ellen 
 

Zywa White soul

My heart knows no stopping
it pulls through

within the trinity of time
from the green beginning
of my fate, getting myself
on my feet

with passion and jumping back
into the stream of experiences
swimming a stroke every now
and then, drifting along a little

and letting a lot pass by
beauty and cruelty
waves of feelings and
caresses of life

under the foam of my consciousness
the white soul of time

Poem 4002
Amsterdam, 2021-10-09
- The red passion and will, nature's dynamic lust for life (rajas)
- The green body, nature's structure (tamas)
- The white soul, the balanced whole of nature (sattva)

Collection: web tissue
 

Away with strict rules

to prolong my existence --


I keep on living.


Geen strenge regelsKeine Regeln um
om mijn leven te rekken --mein Leben zu verlängern --

maar blijven leven.ich lebe weiter.

Poem H3021
Amsterdam, 2021-08-21
Collection: Dearme
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

Clouds are approaching,

they are dark, I seize the days --


The sun is still shining.


Donkere wolkenWolken da drüben:
op komst, ik pluk de dagen --ich nutze den Tag, immer --

zolang de zon schijnt.noch scheint die Sonne.

Poem H3015
Amsterdam, 2021-08-16
Carpe diem (Seize the day)
Collection: On living on [1]
 

Zywa As long as love flows

Look, do you see it's me?
Don't mind the poppies
don't mind my skin, my head

without hair, okay, you may
see the earrings, they're winking
to the desirable gold

that you only know tied up
tight above unadorned ears
It was only loose at home

I tried lipstick
and became invincible
a robot woman full of energy

The pain does not count, I'm alive
experience after experience
a different person

The pain does count, I like
to live, take all
chances, give

anything for it
as long as it goes, as long
as I can, as long

as my energy flows love

Poem 3876
Amsterdam, 2021-07-12
Collection: On living on [1]
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

Keep feeling alive,

that's just what it's all about --


your body does know.


Onderweg voelenEs geht ja darum,
dat je leeft, daar gaat het om --sich lebendig zu fühlen --

je lichaam weet dat.das weiß dein Körper.

Poem H2866
Amsterdam, 2020-12-21
"Zywa"
Collection: Metamorphic body
Dedicated to: Ellen H 
 

Balancing on two

chair legs, my belly is sure --


that I am alive.


Op twee stoelpotenAuf zwei Stuhlbeinen
balancerend weet mijn buik --balancierend weiß mein Bauch --

zeker dat ik leef.genau, ich lebe!

Poem H2845
Amsterdam, 2020-12-08
In evil hour (Gabriel García Márquez) - 1962
Novel "La mala hora"
Collection: Dream flight
Tribute to: García Márquez, Gabriel 
 

Come and drink with me

while the peaches are blooming --


they'll be bare next day.


Kom met me drinkenKomm, trink mit mir, jetzt
nu de perziken bloeien --wo die Pfirsiche blühen --

morgen zijn ze kaal!morgen sind sie kahl.

Poem H2794
Amsterdam, 2020-10-08
Here in the Huayang Temple (Juyi Bai) - 806
Invitation to remonstrator (critic) Li Liu
Collection: Em Brace
Tribute to: Bai, Juyi 
 

To live is to feel,

so do not get callouses --


on your open soul.


Leven is voelen,Leben heißt fühlen,
voorkom dus dat je eelt krijgt --vermeide also Schwielen --

op je open ziel.auf deiner Seele.

Poem S1050
Amsterdam, 2020-08-19
Boyhood (Richard Linklater) - 2014
Film
Collection: Stream
Tribute to: Linklater, Richard 
 

Zywa Drinking rain

I'm Obi, I carry that burden
even if it is hard for me sometimes
but then I salute the sun
and I smile at the moon

I'm not in a hurry
I breathe, I eat
the lightning and drink the rain
then I feel no pain

I like nice clothes
that's all, stay away
if you don't want to know me
and know everything better

I don't have to do anything
and I do nothing that doesn't flow
I know the angels
by their name

Poem 3013
Amsterdam, 2020-06-26
Obeah Woman (Nina Simone) - 1974
Song
Collection: WoofWoof
Tribute to: Simone, Nina 
 

Even when I can't,

I want to participate --


Life doesn't wait, does it?


Ook als het niet kan,Auch wenn ich nicht kann,
wil ik naar buiten, meedoen --möchte ich raus, ins Leben --

Het leven wacht nooit.das niemals wartet.

Poem H2740
Amsterdam, 2020-06-19
Collection: On living on [1]
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

The odour, a mix

of earth and decaying leaves --


of both life and death.


De gemengde geurDer Duft von Erde
van aarde en rottend blad --und verrottende Blättern --

van leven en dood.von Leben und Tod.

Poem H2708
Amsterdam, 2020-05-19
Forest air, earthy odour (geosmin)
Collection: Metamorphic body
 

Being there, that's it,

he smiles at me, gardens live --


and are never done.


Er zijn, dat is het,Dasein, das ist es,
glimlacht de tuinman, een tuin --lächelt er, ein Garten lebt --

leeft en is nooit af.und ist nie fertig.

Poem H2705
Amsterdam, 2020-05-12
Movie "Being there" (1979)
Collection: Metamorphic body
Tribute to: Sellers, Peter 
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

Life is learning that:

you are No'other, almost --


the same as I am.


Leven is leren:Leben ist lernen:
jij bent Geenander, bijna --du bist Keinanderer, fast --

hetzelfde als ik.genauso wie ich.

Poem H2700
Amsterdam, 2020-05-07
Peace
Collection: The drama
 

In slower motion

you can see more than there is --


There is time to think.


In slower motionIn der Zeitlupe
beleef je meer dan er is --erlebt man mehr als passiert --

Je hebt bedenktijd.Man hat Bedenkzeit.

Poem S0998
Amsterdam, 2020-03-10
Nothing is a lie (Sacha Bronwasser) - 2019
Novel "Niets is gelogen", chapter Gala [1]
Collection: Held True
Tribute to: Bronwasser, Sacha 
 

Well, people die, and

then we are sad for a while --


till the sun returns.


Er gaan mensen dood,Menschen sterben ja,
en dan hebben we verdriet --und dann sind wir mal traurig --

tot de zon weer schijnt.bis die Sonne kommt.

Poem H2445
Amsterdam, 2019-04-28
The introduction - Faxing to Ger #1 (Nicolien Mizee) - 2017
Diary-novel "De kennismaking - Faxen aan Ger"
Collection: In the shadow
Tribute to: Mizee, Nicolien 
 

Zywa Safely in the dark

Safely in the dark
experiencing the dark
in theatres and music
halls: light and dark

and in the light a play
of persons or sounds
the light and dark
of a tormented heart

wandering in the twilight
between high tones of hope
and a deep fear
of one's own destiny

I witness it
safely in the dark

In the wheels of life
the spokes of the night
and the day seem to turn against
each other, as a whirlpool

that pulls me along
and plays with me
I give in
lose myself

safely in the dark

Poem 1969
Amsterdam, 2018-12-09
Light and dark - I (Jan Welmers) - 1996
Part 1 and 3 of:
"Licht en donker" - I, versie voor marimba en altsaxofoon ("Light and dark" - I, version for marimba and altsaxophone)

Collection: ORG anp ark 
Composer: Welmers, Jan 
 

Zywa I feel

The light is brighter
the colours live, I feel
it is fresh: it is fresh
Why would I want a coat

over this happiness? - my breathing
in the pure reality
of reality, knowing
that it is not a dream

even though flowers grow in the dark
and green lights are jumping around
between the autumn leaves of the garden
No enchantment, but sparks

of eternity
I shiver from it
I feel
Maybe it is cold

maybe my soul shivers
from the closeness
of the fulfilment
of my longing for happiness

Poem 1872
Amsterdam, 2018-10-15
Hippocampus: the memory is the life companion of everyone's personality
Collection: Lilith's Powers
 

I'm discovering

more and more what life is and --


what happiness is.


Ik ontdek steeds meerIch entdecke ja
wat het is om te leven --immer mehr was Leben ist --

en wat geluk is.und was wohl Glück ist.

Poem H1955
Amsterdam, 2018-01-02
Collection: Summer birds
 

Life experience:

stones and boulders in the streams --


within your body.


Levenservaring:Lebenserfahrung:
de stenen in de stromen --die Steine in den Strömen --

binnen je lichaam.in deinem Körper.

Poem S0603
Amsterdam, 2017-12-20
Diary 1972-1973 (Frida Vogels) - 2012
"Dagboek 1972-1973" - November 10th, 1973, Bologna
Collection: Overwritten
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Look at my hands on

the table, no longer young --


They are marked by life.


Kijk naar mijn handenSchau, meine Hände
op de tafel, niet jong meer --auf dem Tisch, sie sind nicht mehr --

maar getekenden.jung, Gezeichneten.

Poem H1889
Amsterdam, 2017-12-07
Diary 1968-1969 (Frida Vogels) - 2010
"Dagboek 1968-1969" - March 3rd, 1969, Bologna
Collection: Between us
Tribute to: Vogels, Frida 
 

Zywa Ever-blooming (Solmaz)

Being... generated by genes
being... their collection
their life, their copies

Experiencing... the outside world
fires, drums, scents, neighbours
and who we ourselves are

Receiving... abundance in my hair
seed in my heavenly flower
pleasure and pain

Giving... the play of gongs
in the wind, our thoughts
who we want to be

And when it's my birthday
time stands still a little
in the years that fly by

Poem 1615
Amsterdam, 2017-11-13
Collection: New Ago
 

Zywa Closing of the day

Swimming until we're tired
Lying in the grass
Under the trees

Sahring the sweet taste
of cherries, water
sun, and flowers

Doing my work
Having time
For each other

Experiencing
what's happening
what we feel

Going on
Not dwelling
On our happiness

Poem 1433
Amsterdam, 2017-07-12
Collection: Webgarden
 

Zywa Springtail

Resting without loss of time
jumping around, eating
experiences, Always Sunday

Tasting together, and digesting
by the light of the moon, even
if it does not interest you

The days are too short
in winter it is cold
in summer it's still light
when I have to go

to sleep (yet, regardless
of the consequences
we make exceptions)
Always Sunday

Poem 1426
Amsterdam, 2017-06-21
Collection: Dearme
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

Open your window

to the music of life and --


the song of longing.


Open je raam voorÖffne dein Fenster
de muziek van het leven --zur Musik des Lebens und --

en het verlangen.zum Lied der Sehnsucht.

Poem H1696
Amsterdam, 2017-06-17
OPEN the window (Henricus Keuls) - 1920
Poem "OPENT het raam" (collection "In den stroom")
Collection: Glimpsed
Tribute to: Keuls, Henricus 
 

Zywa Webgarden

I know the taste of rain
and how bitter herbs cut
in my tongue – everything edible
tasted and destructively processed
into a garden of memories

with paths of love to beds
of friendship and borders of vice
stakes of anger, ponds of sadness
and a smelly compost heap
of failures and wilted ideals

it sounds more orderly than the maze
it is, the web in which I got lost
of which the threads have become thin
and matte, breaking easily
in the merciless sun

that has evaporated
the glittering drops of dew
of the sky-blue illusions from my youth
and everyone calls it wisdom
that comes with age

to detach people
from their desires and last
physical discomforts
but I discovered
it's a secret

Poem 1217
Amsterdam, 2017-03-14
Collection: Webgarden
 

Zywa Fifth dimension

Thought enough, it's time
to live and do
to feed and breathe

to breathe in the tiniest
vibrations of the allsoul
the knowing consciousness

of love and death
everything I know
if I'm not thinking

So thought enough, it's time
to live and do
to give shapes

to possibilities, to the seeds
of my passion and my will
to give shapes to love and death

Poem 1059
Amsterdam, 2017-02-22
World soul (Anima mundi - Plato)
Paramatman (Highest self, the Absolute soul)
Akasha (Sky, Atmosphere, Space)
The cosmic consciousness, the collective unconscious

Collection: Secrets & Believers
 

Zywa Gobstopper

As long as the paint is wet
my finger writes
my diary
in colourful blends

Unspoken questions
dipped hue after hue
and curl in curl on the tip
of my finger, layer on layer

a gobstopper of memories
which I slowly lick off, every time
I want to taste their flavours
and reread my life

Poem 993
Amsterdam, 2017-02-06
Collection: Dearme
Dedicated to: Maria Godschalk 
 

I have felt for snow

with you in Amherst, I lived --


my longest life there.


Ik tastte naar sneeuwIch spürte nach Schnee
in Amherst, daar leefde ik --in Amherst, ich lebte dort --

mijn langste leven.mein längsten Leben.

Poem H0654
Amsterdam, 2014-01-17
when I wasn't doing this alone (Hans Lodeizen) - 1948
Poem "toen ik dit nog niet alleen deed"
Collection: Moist glow
Tribute to: Lodeizen, Hans 
 

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