My father has looked

at these nude magazines, so --


now I can't do that.


Deze blootfoto'sVater hat sich die
heeft vader bekeken, dus --Nacktfotos angesehen --

kan ik dat niet doen.und deshalb ich nicht.

Poem H6127
Amsterdam, 2026-03-03
My struggle 4. Dancing in the Dark (Karl Ove Knausgård) - 2010
Autobiographical novel "Min Kamp. Fjerde bok", part 5 - August 23rd, 1985, Tveit (near Kristiansand)
Collection: Leaving
Tribute to: Knausgård, Karl Ove 
 

I blush with gays and

it makes me look like one. Then --


I blush even more.


Ik bloos van homo'sIch erröte vor
en zo lijk ik er ook een --Schwulen, wie ein Schwuler. Das --

Dan bloos ik nog meer.macht mich noch röter.

Poem H6128
Amsterdam, 2026-03-03
My struggle 4. Dancing in the Dark (Karl Ove Knausgård) - 2010
Autobiographical novel "Min Kamp. Fjerde bok", part 5 - Autumn 1985, Tveit
Collection: Leaving
Tribute to: Knausgård, Karl Ove 
 

He sings about me,

about my desperation --


Everyone hears it.


Hij zingt over mij,Er singt über mich,
mijn twijfels en mijn wanhoop --über meine Verzweiflung --

Iedereen hoort het.Und jeder hört es.

Poem H5284
Amsterdam, 2025-03-01
Killing me softly with his song (Lori Lieberman and Norman Gimbel / Charles Fox) - 1972
Song (Lori Lieberman and Norman Gimbel, music Charles Fox), sung in 1973 by Roberta Flack (album "Killing me softly with his song")
Collection: Finethreads
Tribute to: Gimbel, Norman; Flack, Roberta 
 

Well, when would one be

too old to do that, kissing --


under a shelter?


Och, wanneer ben jeNa ja, wann ist man
te oud om te staan kussen --zu alt, um sich zu küssen --

onder een abri?unter dem Schirmdach?

Poem S2571
Amsterdam, 2025-02-21
Under the bushel (Maarten 't Hart) - 1991
Novel "Onder de korenmaat", chapter 10
Collection: The Note Tree
Tribute to: T Hart, Maarten 
 

The red mark of shame

from a blow to the face won't --


fade that easily.


De schaamrode plekDer schamrote Fleck
van een klap in je gezicht --eines Schlages ins Gesicht --

vervaagt niet zo gauw.erblasst nicht so leicht.

Poem S2265
Amsterdam, 2024-07-12
Shame (Salman Rushdie) - 1983
Novel / Exposition with stories, part 4, chapter 10 The Woman in the Veil (burqa)
Collection: Shadows
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

People don't want to

see the barbarities, they --


are ashamed of them.


De mensen willenDie Menschen wollen
de barbaarsheden niet zien --die Barbarei nicht sehen --

Men schaamt zich ervoor.Man schämt sich dafür.

Poem S2261
Amsterdam, 2024-07-12
Shame (Salman Rushdie) - 1983
Novel / Exposition with stories, part 4, chapter 10 The Woman in the Veil (burqa)
Collection: Shadows
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

That all this happens,

in my city, my country --


How ashamed I am!


Dat dit allemaalDas das ja passiert,
gebeurt, in mijn stad, mijn land --in meiner Stadt, meinem Land --

Oh, wat schaam ik me!Wie schäme ich mich!

Poem H4756
Amsterdam, 2024-07-10
Shame (Salman Rushdie) - 1983
Novel / Exposition with stories, especially part 2, chapter 4 Behind the Screen, and chapter 6 Affairs of Honour
Collection: Shadows
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

I am so ashamed

of the nature of people --


Am I one of them?


Steeds weer schaam ik meIch schäme mich so
voor de aard van de mensen --für die Natur der Menschen --

Hoor ik daar echt bij?Bin ich genauso?

Poem H4757
Amsterdam, 2024-07-10
Shame (Salman Rushdie) - 1983
Novel / Exposition with stories, part 3, chapter 7 Blushing
Sufiya Zenobia Hyder is so pure that she constantly blushes out of shame
Pakistan = Land of the Paks, the Clean People / Pure People (pious people)

Collection: Shadows
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

News is delivered,

then there is deathly silence --


Silence of defeat.


Er komt nieuws binnenEs gibt Nachrichten
en het blijft stil, het zwijgen --und dann Stille, das Schweigen --

na een nederlaag.der Niederlage.

Poem H4755
Amsterdam, 2024-07-10
Shame (Salman Rushdie) - 1983
Novel / Exposition with stories, part 2, chapter 5 The wrong miracle
Collection: Shadows
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

You get used to it,

everywhere there is something --


you are ashamed of.


Och, je went er aan,Man gewöhnt sich dran,
want overal is er iets --überall gibt es etwas --

waarvoor je je schaamt.wofür man sich schämt.

Poem H4751
Amsterdam, 2024-07-08
Shame (Salman Rushdie) - 1983
Novel / Exposition with stories, part 1, chapter 2 A Necklace of Shoes
Collection: Shadows
Tribute to: Rushdie, Salman 
 

People are laughing,

maybe about me, about --


something I didn't say?


Er wordt gelachen,Die Leute lachen,
misschien om mij, om iets dat --worüber? Etwas, das ich --

ik niet heb gezegd?nicht gesagt habe?

Poem H4507
Amsterdam, 2024-02-09
All around him they are (Ed Leeflang) - 1982
Poem "Overal om hem heen zijn ze" (collection "Op Pennewips plek")
Community for young people with an intellectual disability

Collection: On the fly
Tribute to: Leeflang, Ed 
 

On the set, I eat

brownie crumbs, in the movie --


I've shit in my mouth.


Op de set eet ikAm Filmset esse
browniekruimels, in de film --ich Brownie-Krümel, im Film --

zit mijn mond vol stront.esse ich Scheiße.

Poem S2007
Amsterdam, 2023-11-22
Munya (Abdelkader Benali) - 2008
Being an extra
Novel, chapter Morocco
Munya = Wish/Desire/ What is longed for permanently even though it is very difficult to get

Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Benali, Abdelkader 
 

She pulls her dress up

to her face and then freezes --


hiding it in shame.


Ze trekt haar jurk opSie zieht ihr Kleid hoch
tot haar gezicht en houdt het --bis ans Gesicht, erstarrt und --

beschaamd verborgen.verbirgt es vor Scham.

Poem H4272
Amsterdam, 2023-11-01
The Cover-up (Marlene Dumas) - 1994
Painting
Collection: Imprints Masks
Tribute to: Dumas, Marlene 
 

Zywa The virgin sacrifice

You disappointed us
your parents, your brothers
everyone who cared for you

You were privileged, but now
you get another room
We will help you

No, you can't see them anymore
you know that very well
You are not pure

for the Holy House
You're already forgotten
You've never been there

Nobody knows you
Your life begins here
You have to prepare yourself

You have to learn the rules
After giving birth you will
work to wash yourself

the baby's blood
and the shame
clean

Poem 5330
Amsterdam, 2023-10-08
Bashfulness (Marlene Dumas) - 1991
Painting "Schaammeisje" ("Shame girl")
Athens: Parthenon = Virgin's room, the temple of Athena Parthenos (Virgin Athena), next to the temple of virgins with six Caryatids (women from Karyes), which is called Erechtheion

Collection: Froend
Tribute to: Dumas, Marlene 
 

I'm ashamed, for me,

and for my mother, she writes --


also about me.


Ik schaam me, voor mij,Sie schämt sich, für sich,
en voor mijn moeder, zij schrijft --und ihre Mutter, die schreibt --

soms ook over mij.manchmal über sie.

Poem H4124
Amsterdam, 2023-09-09
A Change of tongue (Antjie Krog) - 2003
Tale, part 1 § 7, "Chapter sixteen"
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Krog, Antjie 
 

We were once ashamed

together, now I'm ashamed --


of you, against you.


Vroeger schaamden weFrüher schämten wir
ons samen, nu schaam ik mij --uns beide, jetzt schäm ich mich --

voor jou, tegen jou.für dich, gegen dich.

Poem S1636
Amsterdam, 2023-01-11
A Woman's Battles and Transformations (Édouard Louis) - 2021
Memoirs-novel "Combat et métamorphoses d'une femme", § III
Collection: Shelter
Tribute to: Édouard Louis 
 

My mate is ashamed,

yet he's irresistible --


ah, my reluctance.


Mijn gezel schaamt zich,Mein Kumpel schämt sich,
maar hij is onweerstaanbaar --unwiderstehlich ist er --

ach, mijn tegenzin.mein Widerwillen.

Poem H3655
Amsterdam, 2023-01-08
Green with shame (Toon Tellegen) - 2018
Poem "Groen van schaamte" (collection "Glas tussen ons")
Collection: Perhaps / Some day / Occasionally / Almost
Tribute to: Tellegen, Toon 
 

Shame on me, I thought,

and yet I couldn't help but snort --


with laughter again.


O, dacht ik, ik moetSchäm dich! dachte ich,
me schamen en weer schoot ik --aber gleich brach ich wieder --

proestend in de lach.in Gelächter aus.

Poem H3635
Amsterdam, 2022-12-31
The twelve letters (Luigi Pirandello) - 1897
Story "Le dodici lettere"
Collection: Known
Tribute to: Pirandello, Luigi 
 

It is just broken,

but no one said anything --


that is the bad thing.


Het is slechts kapot,Es ist nur kaputt,
maar niemand heeft iets gezegd --aber niemand hat's gesagt --

dat is het erge.das ist das schlimmste.

Poem S1582
Amsterdam, 2022-12-01
The Office - Plankton (Han Voskuil) - 1997
Novel "Het Bureau - Plankton"
Page 217, Maarten Koning (, Tjitske van den Akker and Joop Schenk) (1973)

Collection: Dirty hands
Tribute to: Voskuil, Han 
 

My ex is a friend,

with whom I am less ashamed --


than with my sweetheart.


Mijn ex is een vriend,Doch, mit meinem Ex
bij wie ik me minder schaam --schäme ich mich weniger --

dan bij mijn liefste.als mit meinem Schatz.

Poem H3436
Amsterdam, 2022-09-05
A pleasant postumity: letters 1965-1997 (Herman de Coninck) - 1995
Letter 337, from Herman de Coninck to Simone Reynders, October 24th, 1995 (in "Een aangename postumiteit: brieven 1965-1997"); published in 2004
Collection: Shortages
Tribute to: De Coninck, Herman 
 

Shame is having fear

of something ordinary --


that is a secret.


Schaamte is bang zijnScham ist eine Angst
voor iets gewoons van jezelf --vor etwas ganz Normales --

dat nog geheim is.das noch geheim ist.

Poem S0839
Amsterdam, 2019-01-29
Please, take a look at this girl (Gerrit Krol)
About shame (Gerrit Krol) - 1970

Poems "Kijk 's naar dit meisje" and "Over de schaamte" (collection "Over het uittrekken van een broek")
Collection: Known
Tribute to: Krol, Gerrit 
 

The very point is:

you must write, raw and naked --


and postpone your shame.


Waar het om gaat, is:Es geht darum: schreib,
schrijf, schrijf rauw en naakt, en stel --schreib roh und nackt, und schiebe --

je schaamte steeds uit.deine Scham stets auf.

Poem H2365
Amsterdam, 2019-01-17
What is it about (Toon Tellegen) - 2018
Poem "Waar gaat het om" (collection "Glas tussen ons")
Collections: Perhaps / Some day / Occasionally / Almost, WriteWiser signage 
Tribute to: Tellegen, Toon 
 

My reputation,

I am terribly ashamed --


of it, my good name.


Ach, mijn goede naam,Mein guter Name,
wat schaam ik me ontzettend --wie schrecklich schäme ich mich --

voor mijn goede naam.für meinen Namen.

Poem S0785
Amsterdam, 2018-09-14
In the street of the tavern (Hafez) - 1350
Ghazal (Ode) 47
Collection: Appearances
Tribute to: Hafez 
 

Shame enfolds my Soul

against Eyes full of danger --


with nature's Pink Veils.


Schaamte hult mijn ZielScham hüllt die Seele
tegen Ogen vol gevaar --vor Augen voller Gefahr --

in Roze Sluiers.in Rosa Schleier.

Poem H1154
Amsterdam, 2015-06-11
Shame is de shawl of Pink (Emily Dickinson) - 1877
Poem
Collection: Finethreads
Tribute to: Dickinson, Emily 
 

The clown only laughs

at me, still I feel ashamed --


not to laugh as well.


De clown lacht zomaarDer Clown lacht einfach
om mij en toch schaam ik me --über mich, ich schäme mich --

niet mee te lachen.nicht mit zu lachen.

Poem H0130
Amsterdam, 2012-01-10
Collection: Webgarden
 

Zywa Not nice

Nice man
Saturday lunch
we feel rich

but soon we're not laughing anymore
he's crying
over a problem, I don't know what

to do
what is it that blows and turns
in his head and the people

what may they think
of him of me
I don’t know him like this

I don’t dare to
embrace him like this
this is not funny

is there then no one
to help me?
I count to ten

Poem 122
Vaison-la-Romaine, 2008-12-28
Collection: Moons
Dedicated to: C W 
 

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