Zywa Lying in state

I am laid down for you
on a table made up
as a bridal bed

My head turned away
from you in the cup
of my hands

I feel you everywhere
you haven't touched me yet
with meaningless lust

You will kiss my belly
and bump the fruit
not knowing what you are doing

You won't be the man
who is going to protect our lives
from unworthiness

Poem 5322
Amsterdam, 2023-10-07
Waiting (For Meaning) (Marlene Dumas) - 1988
Painting, a diptych with "Losing (Her Meaning)" - see poem H4271 My spirit is drowned
Poem "6. Waiting (for meaning)" (2000, Antjie Krog), collection "Kleur kom nooit alleen nie" ("Colour never comes alone")

Collection: Bruises
Tribute to: Dumas, Marlene; Krog, Antjie 
 

Vaguely I see him

putting on his underpants --


and I feel dirty.


Wazig zie ik hemVage sehe ich,
zijn onderbroek aantrekken --wie er seinen Slip anzieht --
en ik voel me vies.und ich fühle mich schmutzig.

Poem S1940
Amsterdam, 2023-10-03
The garden where the brass band played (Simon Vestdijk) - 1949
Drugged drink: drugging a woman by secretly slipping something into her drink
Novel "De koperen tuin" ("The copper garden"), published 1950, chapter 17

Collection: Inmost
Tribute to: Vestdijk, Simon 
 

I was powerless,

a doll, he wanted a doll --


to be sweet to him.


Ik was machteloos,Ich, eine Puppe,
een pop, hij wilde een pop --er wollte eine Puppe --
die lief voor hem was.die für ihn süß war.

Poem S1303
Amsterdam, 2021-12-30
Collection: Bruises
 

They took me with them,

and they left me in the straw --


filthy like manure.


Ze namen me mee,Sie nahmen mich mit,
ik bleef achter in het stro --ließen mich zurück im Stroh --
smerig als stalmest.dreckig wie Dünger.

Poem S1046
Amsterdam, 2020-07-03
Collection: Bruises
 

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